“Aptavani 2” is the second in a series of spiritual books titled “Aptavani”. In this series, Gnani Purush (embodiment of Self knowledge) Dada Bhagwan addresses age-old unanswered questions of spiritual seekers.
Dadashri offers in-depth answers to questions such as: “What are the benefits of the different types of religion?”, “How do I understand spirituality vs. religion?”, “What are the different types of yoga, and how are they relevant to spirituality and practice?”, “How can I experience a spiritual awakening, and attain spiritual enlightenment?”
Dadashri also provides spiritual clarification on the topics of: “What is the meaning of ignorance?”, “Who am I ?”, “How can I experience my own pure Soul?”, and “What is moksha, or liberation?”
Ultimately, Dadashri describes that knowledge of Self is the beginning of true spirituality. Having attained Self knowledge, spiritual development begins, after which one may attain ultimate liberation, or moksha.
4. Trimantra
(The Three Mantras)
Namo Arihantanam
I bow to the Lord who has annihilated all the inner
enemies of anger, pride, attachment and greed.
Namo Siddhanam
I bow to all the Lord who have attained final liberation.
Namo Aayariyanam
I bow to all the Self-realized masters who unfold the
path of liberation.
Namo Uvazzayanam
I bow to the Self-realized teachers of the path of
liberation.
Namo Loye Savva Saahunam
I bow to all who have attained the Self and are
progressing in this path in the universe.
Eso Pancha Namukkaro
These five salutations.
Saava Paavappanasano
Destroy all the sins.
Mangalanam cha Saavesim
Of all that is auspicious mantras.
Padhamam Havai Mangalam
This is the highest.
Namo Bhagavate Vasudevaya
I bow to the One who has become the Supreme Lord
from a human being.
Namah Shivaaya
I bow to all auspicious beings of this universe who are
the instruments of salvation of the world.
Jai Sat Chit Anand
The Awareness Of The Eternal Is Bliss
5. Books of Akram Vignan of Dada Bhagwan
1. AdjustEverywhere
2. Ahimsa : Non-Violence
3. Anger
4. Aptavani 1
5. Aptavani 2
6. Aptavani 5
7. Aptavani 6
8. Aptavani 9
9. Autobiography of Gnani Purush A.M.Patel
10. Avoid Clashes
11. Brahmacharya : CelibacyAttained With Understanding
12. Death : Before, During & After...
13. Flawless Vision
14. Generation Gap
15. Harmony In Marriage
16. Life Without Conflict
17. Money
18. Noble Use of Money
19. Pratikraman :The master key that resolves all conflicts
( Abridge & Big Volume)
20. Pure Love
21. Right Understanding to Help Others
22. Science of Karma
23. Science of Speech
24. Shree Simandhar Swami : The Living God
25. The Essence Of All Religion
26. The Fault Is Of the Sufferer
27. The Guru and The Disciple
28. Tri Mantra :The mantra that removes all worldly obstacles
29. Whatever Happened is Justice
30. Who Am I ?
31. Worries
6. Note About This Translation
The Gnani Purush Ambalal M. Patel, also commonly
known as Dadashri or Dada, had said that it would be
impossible to translate his satsangs and the knowledge about
the Science of Self-realization verbatim into English because
some of the meanings would be lost in the process. Therefore,
in order to understand precisely the science of Akram Vignan
and Self-realization, He stressed the importance of learning
Gujarati.
Dadashri did however grant his blessings to translate his
words into English and other languages so that spiritual seekers
could benefit to a certain degree and later progress through their
own efforts.
This is a humble attempt to present to the world, the
essence of His Knowledge. This is not a literal translation but
great care has been taken to preserve His original words and the
essence of His message. For certain Gujarati words, several
English words or even sentences are needed to convey the exact
meaning; hence, many Gujarati words have been retained within
the English text for better reading flow. At the first encounter,
the Gujarati word will be italicized followed by an immediate
explanation of its meaning in brackets. Thereafter the Gujarati
word will be used in the text that follows. This serves as a two-
fold benefit: firstly ease of translation and reading and secondly
it will make the reader more familiar with the Gujarati words
critical for a deeper understanding of this science. A glossary of
all the Gujarati words is provided at the back of the book. For
additional glossary, visit our website at:
www.dadabhagwan.org
Many people have worked diligently towards achieving
this goal and we thank them all. Please note that any errors
encountered in this translation are entirely those of the translators.
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7. Note to the reader
The words ‘You’ or ‘Self’ when they begin with an initial
capital ‘Y’ or ‘S’ respectively, refers to the Soul or the real Self
or the Atma. Otherwise, they are used for the non-self also
referred to as the relative-self, ‘Chandulal’ or the prakruti.
Whenever Dadashri uses the name ‘Chandulal’ or the
name of the person Dadashri is addressing, the reader should
insert his or her name for exact understanding.
Whenever Dadashri uses the term ‘we’, he is referring to
the Gnani Purush and ‘Dada Bhagwan’ who is the fully
enlightened Lord within him.
The words Self and Soul are interchangeable. The Soul is
one’s real Self.
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8. Introduction to The Gnani
One June evening, in 1958 at around six o’clock, Ambalal
Muljibhai Patel, a family man, and a contractor by profession,
was sitting on a bench on the busy platform number three at
Surat’s train station. Surat is a city in south Gujarat, a western
state in India. What happened within the next forty-eight minutes
was phenomenal. Spontaneous Self-realization occurred within
Ambalal M. Patel. During this event, his ego completely melted
and from that moment onwards, he became completely detached
from all of Ambalal’s thoughts, speech, and actions. He became
the Lord’s living instrument for the salvation of humankind,
through the path of knowledge. He called this Lord, ‘Dada
Bhagwan.’ To everyone he met, he would say, “This Lord,
Dada Bhagwan is fully manifested within me. He also resides
within all living beings. The difference is that within me He is
completely expressed and in you, he has yet to manifest.”
Who are we? What is God? Who runs this world? What
is karma? What is liberation? Etc. All the world’s spiritual
questions were answered during this event. Thus, nature offered
absolute vision to the world through the medium of Shree
Ambalal Muljibhai Patel.
Ambalal was born in Tarasali, a suburb of Baroda and
was later raised in Bhadran, Gujarat. His wife’s name was
Hiraba. Although he was a contractor by profession, his life at
home and his interactions with everyone around him were
exemplary, even prior to his Self-realization. After becoming
Self-realized and attaining the state of a Gnani, (The Awakened
One, Jnani in Hindi), his body became a ‘public charitable trust.’
Throughout his entire life, he lived by the principle that there
should not be any commerce in religion, and in all commerce,
there must be religion. He also never took money from anyone
for his own use. He used the profits from his business to take
his devotees for pilgrimages to various parts of India.
His words became the foundation for the new, direct, and
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9. step-less path to Self-realization called Akram Vignan. Through
his divine original scientific experiment (The Gnan Vidhi), he
imparted this knowledge to others within two hours. Thousands
have received his grace through this process and thousands
continue to do so even now. ‘Akram’ means without steps; an
elevator path or a shortcut, whereas ‘Kram’ means an orderly,
step-by-step spiritual path. Akram is now recognized as a direct
shortcut to the bliss of the Self.
Who is Dada Bhagwan ?
When he explained to others who ‘Dada Bhagwan’ is, he
would say:
“What you see here is not ‘Dada Bhagwan.’ What you
see is ‘A. M. Patel.’ I am a Gnani Purush and ‘He’ that is
manifested within me, is ‘Dada Bhagwan’. He is the Lord within.
He is within you and everyone else. He has not yet manifested
within you, whereas within me he is fully manifested. I myself am
not a Bhagwan. I too bow down to Dada Bhagwan within me.”
Current link for attaining the knowledge of Self-
realization (Atma Gnan)
“I am personally going to impart siddhis (special spiritual
powers) to a few people. After I leave, will there not be a need
for them? People of future generations will need this path, will
they not?”
~ Dadashri
Param Pujya Dadashri used to go from town to town,
and country to country, to give satsang and impart the
knowledge of the Self as well as knowledge of harmonious
worldly interaction to all who came to see him. During his final
days, in the fall of 1987, he gave his blessing to Dr. Niruben
Amin and bestowed his special siddhis upon her, to continue his
work. “You will have to become a mother to this whole world,
Niruben” He told her as he blessed her. There was no doubt
in Dadashri’s mind that Niruben was destined to be just that.
She had served him with utmost devotion day and night for over
twenty years. Dadashri in turn had molded her and prepared her
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10. to take on this monumental task.
From the time of Pujya Dadashri’s mortal departure on
January 2nd
1988 to her own mortal departure on March 19th
2006, Pujya Niruma as she lovingly came to be called by
thousands remained true to her promise to Dadashri to carry on
his mission of the world’s salvation. She became Dadashri’s
representative of Akram Vignan and became instrumental in
spreading the knowledge of Akram Vignan throughout the
world. She also became an exemplary of pure and unconditional
love. Thousands of people from all walks of life and from all
over the world have attained Self-realization through her and are
established in the experience of the pure Soul, while carrying out
their worldly duties and obligations. They experience freedom
here and now, while living their daily life.
The link of Akram Gnanis now continues with the current
spiritual master Pujya Deepakbhai Desai whom Pujya Dadashri
had also graced with special siddhis to continue to teach the
world about Atmagnan and Akram Vignan. He was further
molded and trained by Pujya Niruma who blessed him to
conduct Gnan Vidhi in 2003. Dadashri had said that Deepakbhai
will become the decorum that will add splendor to the Lord’s
reign. Pujya Deepakbhai, in keeping with Dada’s and Niruma’s
tradition travels extensively within India and abroad, giving
satsangs and imparting the knowledge of the Self to all who
come seeking.
Powerful words in scriptures help the seeker in increasing
his desire for liberation. The knowledge of the Self is the final
goal of all one’s seeking. Without the knowledge of the Self
there is no liberation. This knowledge of the Self (Atma Gnan)
does not exist in books. It exists in the heart of a Gnani. Hence,
the knowledge of the Self can only be acquired by meeting a
Gnani. Through the scientific approach of Akram Vignan, even
today one can attain Atma Gnan, but it can only occur by
meeting a living Atma Gnani and receiving the Atma Gnan.
Only a lit candle can light another candle.
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11. EDITORIAL
This precious book is a compilation of the speech of the
Gnani Purush (the Enlightened One) Pujya Shree Dadashri,
whose every word can eradicate the worldly wanderings of life
after life from its very root; whose single roar can awaken the
soul that has been in profound sleep for an infinite time; a being
at whose divine feet comes to halt time, karma and illusion.
Dadashri’s speech is verily the manifestation of the
Goddess of Knowledge; Saraswati. It is the speech of the
vitarag, i.e. the one who is free from all attachments. Vitarag
speech can also be defined according to Dadashri’s aphorism
as, “When the prakruti (the non-self complex) is experienced in
detail, one becomes a Vitarag.” Since it is the speech of the
apta-purush i.e. the one who is trustworthy at all times, it can
never be negated at any time. It is syadvad speech, meaning
speech that is accepted by all and one that does not offend
anyone’s viewpoint. Such a speech that has come forth naturally
for the salvation of the world, based on the evidences of worldly
situation, time, location, and a deep inner intent, is speech that
is extremely difficult to compile. This speech has expressed
outwards having ‘touched’ the fully manifested enlightened Lord
within the Gnani Purush. Humble apologies are offered for any
shortcomings in the compilation of this book of Gnan, i.e.
knowledge that leads to liberation.
This book of Gnan is not a book of religion, it is a book
of practical spiritual science; it is vignan. An attempt has been
made to present to the world the extract of the knowledge of the
inner spiritual science of the Vitarag Lords; the fully Enlightened
ones. This knowledge has come forth from the revered Dadashri
from 1958 onwards. However, the precise understanding of this
knowledge ‘as it is’, can only be attained by a direct meeting
with Him. Nevertheless, as long as His presence (overt or
subtle) prevails in any corner of this world, this book of Gnan
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12. will be equally effective. This book will be enormously useful to
spiritual seekers, philosophers, thinkers and those who are truly
inquisitive. Since the language Dadashri uses is simple and easy,
it will give complete results to even a common person. The
humble open-minded reader who studies this great book in
depth and contemplates upon it, will definitely attain samkit; the
right worldly vision. It is my sincere prayers to the prevailing
celestial deities of the Vitarag Lords, for this very goal.
Dr. Niruben Amin
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13. PREFACE
By Dr. Niruben Amin
No one except the One who is fully enlightened can
expound the nature of the worldly illusion, which has prevailed
for infinite life times. Such completely Enlightened Ones had
exposed the truth thousands of years ago however, that truth has
been covered up in these terrible times of Kaliyug. What is
more, such fully enlightened beings do not exist in the time cycle
of Kaliyug. Thus, it is indeed a phenomenal wonder that such a
One has arisen in this era. He is the omniscient Shree ‘Dada
Bhagwan’. He has given complete answers about the nature of
this universe, its origin, sustenance and dissolution in only one
sentence:
“The world is the puzzle itself!” - Dadashri
“The world is the puzzle itself, there is no “bapo” (father
figure) who has created it.” How does the entire universe run?
It world runs only by vyavasthit shakti (scientific circumstantial
evidences). Now these scientific circumstantial evidences range
from the gross to the subtlest. The Knower and the Seer of it
all is verily and only the Omniscient one. Hence, only the
Omniscient one can show us the true nature of the universe. That
is why the sage Narsinh Mehta sang:
“Shrushti mandaan chhe sarva eni pere,
“The origin of the universe is beyond comprehension,
Jogi Jogeshwara kok jaaney.”
this is known by the rare Yogi and Yogeshwar (the
Enlightened One).”
What devotee Narsinh Mehta meant by ‘yogis and
Yogeshwars’ is that, only a rare Atmayogi (Self-realized) or an
Atma-Yogeshwar (the One who is fully enlightened), can know
about the beginning of the universe! All other yogis, who are
yogis of the body, yogis of speech, or yogis of the mind; none
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14. of them can know this.
The following two sentences that have come forth from
Dadashri in English:
1. “The world is the puzzle itself.”
2. “God has not created this world at all, there is no one
as God up above.”
The above sentences depose ‘God’ from the status of
being the ‘creator of the world’! These two sentences drive
away the wrong notion that falsely accuses Ishwar, Bhagwan,
Allah or God, as being the creator!
What is the foundation on which this worldly life carries
on, life after life? The illusion, the wrong belief of ‘I am
Chandulal’ (reader insert their own name instead of ‘Chandulal’)
is the basis that perpetuates the worldly life. All interactions of
this worldly life occur on the foundation of the false basis of this
vision, knowledge and experience. This false belief establishes
(pratishtha) and creates a new causal body for the next life
(pratishthit atma), and that is the foundation on which this
world exists. Dadashri is the only one who, for the first time
clarifies the nature of the worldly soul (pratishthit atma).
What is religion? That which brings forth ‘results’ is
called religion. When anger, pride, deceit and greed progressively
decrease and eventually become annihilated, that is religion.
What is the meaning of doing darshan (devotional viewing of
God), listening to religious discourses, doing introspective
meditations (samayik), doing pratikramans (apology coupled
with repentance) when not a single such fault decreases in one’s
entire lifetime? How can that be called religion?
There are two types of religions, a relative religion and a
real religion. Relative religion is the religion of the mind, religion
of speech, and the religion of the body. The other religion, the
real religion, is the religion of the Self, that is the religion of the
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15. Soul. Jain religion, Vaishnav, Muslim, Christianity etc., are all
relative religions. The real religion, the religion of the Soul, exists
in the heart of only the ‘Gnani Purush’; it cannot be found
anywhere else.
Shrimad Rajchandra has said:
“Look for nothing else. Find only a Satpurush (a Self-
realized person) and surrender all your bhaavs (feelings and
intents) to Him and then be your Self. If after that you do not
attain moksha (liberation), then come and take it from me.”
The religion of the Soul (the Self) can only be attained
from the One who has become fully enlightened. There is
religion elsewhere, but it is all prakrut religion, meaning religion
of the non-self or the relative-self. Chanting the Lord’s name,
saying prayers, doing penance, renouncing, listening to religious
talks and lectures, meditation and repentance, are all prakrut
religions. Where there is complete religion of the Self, there is
only absolute knowledge (keval gnan) and absolute vision
(keval darshan), the result of which is absolute conduct (keval
charitra).
When dharma (true nature of a thing) attains its total
original state, then ‘one’ (the self) verily becomes dharma-
swaroop, the true nature of the Self. - Dadashri
Real religion is scientific in nature; it is not just idle talk.
This is a science. The general understanding that prevails about
religion is not exact religion.
“Dharma i.e. religion is when an element or anything
reverts to its original nature-state.” - Dadashri
To comprehend this scientifically, gold is gold when it has
the properties of gold. Polished or gold plated brass may look
like gold but it can never become gold. Similarly, when an
element is in its own property (state), then it has attained its own
religion (dharma). Therefore, an element cannot be different
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16. from its property. When the Soul remains in its own properties
(swa-bhaav i.e. its inherent state) and becomes stable in its own
Self, it can be said that the Soul is in its own religion. This verily
is what the omniscient Lord has called religion of the Self, (swa-
dharma), the real religion.
Religion of the Self lowers one’s ego intoxication (keyf)
and the common religion of the non-self increases it. When one
becomes completely impartial towards one’s own self; when he
‘sees’ his every fault, even the faults at the subtlest level; then he
is considered to be in real religion.
What is the nature of the worldly life? The world is
relative; it is temporary. The world is a total deception; not a
single being in it is your relation. Three fourths of all the
scriptures are meant for creating vairagya (dispassion) towards
the worldly life, whereas only four sentences of the Gnani Purush
will create vairagya in the listener!
“Allya! Have you ever seen a nanami (death)? At the
time of death, are the wife, children, cars, bungalows and
whatever one has earned in his life not forfeited? And what
comes along for the next life? The accounts of karma he created
in this life. Deceit, anger, pride, and greed (kashays), which
create new causes that, will accompany him to his next life. And
then he will have to start earning anew (in the next life) in order
to pay off these debts!” - Dadashri
Another noteworthy point is that Dadashri would create
instant dispassion for the worldly life, when he addresses the
seeker in a jovial manner about the grave reality of this world.
Dadashri : How many children do you have dear lady?
Questioner : Four.
Dadashri: So where are your children from your past life
at this moment?
‘Sansar’ (the worldly life) is derived from the word
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17. samsaran, meaning that which is constantly changing. That
which is constantly changing is called the world. All embodied
souls are constantly traveling in this moving path and are
attaining higher life forms. Only after coming to the human form,
is it possible for the embodied soul to return to a lower state
(regress), but at the same time, there is also the benefit that from
this human state, the embodied soul can attain the state of
freedom, the final salvation!
The Gnani Purush gives a description of the world in a
very simple and yet eloquent language through the following
simile. The world is like a horse. People of the world are the
riders of the horse. The rider believing the horse to be weak,
mounts it fearfully, carrying a bale of grass on his own head.
However, in the end the burden still falls on the horse! Similarly,
all of you should put your burden on the horse that is the world,
why carry the burden on your own mind? In the end, the horse
(the world) carries it!
Only the Gnani Purush is capable of uprooting the tree
of this worldly life. How? Without touching anything else, He
puts a pinch of medicine at the main root of the tree of the
worldly life, so that the tree will dry out on its own and be
uprooted.
Who is a satdev? Sat means eternal, Dev means god.
Is it the idol in the temple or the derasar? No. It is the one who
is ‘within’ i.e. the parmatma (the supreme Lord or the supreme
Soul) that resides within every living being. That verily is a
Satdev. Until the realization of that supreme Soul is attained, one
should accept the idol God in the temple, as the Satdev.
Who is a Sad Guru? The final guru is the Gnani Purush.
But, until one meets a Gnani Purush, anyone who is at a higher
spiritual level, even if it is by two degrees, can be one’s guru.
What is Sat Dharma? Dharma means religion. The agnas
(spiritual instructions) of a Gnani Purush is the only sat-dharma.
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18. The words that have originated from the Gnani Purush are sat
dharma, not the scriptures. The scriptures give relative religion,
not the real. However until one finds the ‘real pearls’, he will
have to contend with ‘cultured ones’ will he not?
With satdev, sadguru and satdharma, moksha is attained.
What is murti dharma (idol worship)?
What is amurta dharma (worship of the formless)?
Dadashri has given a beautiful explanation of murti
dharma and amurta dharma (the religion of idol worship and
the religion of the worship of the formless, respectively). Many
people, due to misunderstanding, do not believe in idol worship
and are contemptuous towards it. This is a grave mistake. One
should perform idol worship until one attains the religion of the
formless; the religion of the Self. Until the Self is known, isn’t it
necessary to have instruments that will help still the chit?
Moreover, how can one reject the idol when thousands have
done worship of the vitarag Lord in it? The one who has proper
knowledge of the Self will not only, not do so, but neither will
he cause any pain whatsoever through his mind, body and
speech to any living being.
The religion of idol worship is a science of India. It is
a support that sustains people of a certain standard. How can
this support be called wrong? It is appropriate for those who do
not require the religion of idol worship to not accept it, i.e. those
who have gone beyond that standard; those who are completely
enlightened; those who have conquered all inner passions and
remain only in the bliss of the Self. However for such enlightened
beings, there is no such thing as acceptance or non-acceptance
in this world; they know everyone’s viewpoint and conduct
themselves in a way that does not hurt anyone’s viewpoints.
Who can do pran-pratishtha i.e. instillation of ‘life’ in an
idol? Only the Gnani Purush can do so.
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19. There are two paths to liberation. One is a Kramic
path, which is a step-by-step path. The other is Akram; a step-
less path. This step-less path is an exceptional path, it is a
wonderful path!
It opens up once every million years! The same Akram
path, which was given by Lord Rushabhdev to the Emperor
Bharat, has been opened up by Dadashri and has become
available to all who have the merit karma. Why Akram? The
answer is, in order to attain the Self (the Soul), even the
emperors gave up their kingdoms, wives and children and
followed the sadguru to the forests. Even then, it was not
certain that they would attain it. This is Akram. It is not such a
painful path. The one who receives the grace of the Gnani
Purush attains the Self in only one hour! After that, there is no
need for any austerities, renunciation or acquisition. Such
practices become redundant after attaining the Self. After Self-
realization, the Gnani’s Agnas (spiritual instructions or directives)
is one’s religion and the Gnani’s Agnas is one’s penance. Lord
Mahavir has said, “Agna is religion. Agna is penance.” In the
Akram path, there are only five Agnas and they are such that
they cause no hindrance in the interactions of the worldly life,
and on the contrary, they prove to be very helpful as a ‘master
key’. With this master key, not a single ‘lock’ in the world can
remain locked!
Although this seems incredulous, it is indeed, a fact; there
are no two views about it. Thousands of people with merit
karmas have attained the Self within one hour and have
experienced it. It is the experience of many that after attaining
Self-realization, the awareness as the Self, is not lost even for a
moment. This is the only ‘cash bank of the divine solution’ in the
world. In this bank, one can present any ‘check’ for cashing in
but he should do so after complete understanding. Your check
can be cashed all the way up to the final Moksha i.e. the ultimate
liberation, lest you should become swooned by the mortal things
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20. of the world!
Who can explain the science of prakruti (the non-self
or the relative-self or the body-complex) completely? The one
who has become ‘Purush’, the pure Soul and is constantly the
‘seer’ of the non-self. Such a One can understand the science
of ‘prakruti’ and explain it. How can those, who are immersed
in the prakruti (in the relative-self) themselves; those who have
not awakened as a Purush (the real Self), know or explain the
prakruti? That can only be done by the Gnani Purush. There are
infinite souls and infinite prakrutis and unless one becomes the
Purush, he is constantly dancing to the tune of the prakruti, i.e.
he is just a puppet on a string pulled by prakruti.
In the Kramic path, the prakruti becomes natural in a
step-by-step process and then in the end the natural Soul i.e. the
natural Self is attained. In the Akram path however, the Gnani
Purush directly brings the soul in its natural form and after that,
the prakruti (the relative-self) is to be brought in its natural state.
How can the relative self become natural? The answer is,
whenever the pending ‘files’ (pending karmic accounts) of the
relative self are settled with equanimity, there is liberation, hence
what remains in the end is the relative self in its natural form.
‘There is no decree forbidding one to attain moksha, only
that he has to realize his own Self. Some may have an inclination
towards renouncing, others may have a temperament for
penance, yet others may be in the habit of enjoying sensual
pleasures; whatever the case may be, in order to attain moksha,
one only has to let the prakruti dissolve naturally.’
‘The body complex (the prakruti) is characterized by
puran-galan the phenomenon of input-output, whereas the Self
is not subject to input-output.’ - Dadashri
‘The Vitarag Lords always remained in a state of
observing (seeing and knowing) their own prakruti. The prakruti
dissolves when one remains as the ‘seer’ and the ‘knower.’
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21. ‘The sign of absolute knowledge (keval Gnan) is when
one is in the state of continuously ‘seeing’ his own prakruti
(relative-self)’. - Dadashri
What is the characteristic of prakruti, the non-self
complex? Prakruti is like a child. If you want to get some work
done by the prakruti, you can do so through persuasion, flattery,
cajoling etc., just as you would with a child. It is easier to
persuade a child thus, whereas, if you become an opponent of
the prakruti, it will become uncontrollable. Therefore, somehow
or other, even by enticing it with a ‘lollipop’, you can get your
work done from it!
Many people refer to the Soul, the Self as nirguna
(without attributes), but that is not correct. From the perspective
of the attributes of the prakruti, the Soul is nirguna but from the
perspective of the attributes of the Soul, the Soul has countless
attributes.
‘Not a single attribute of the prakruti is in the pure Soul,
and not a single attribute of the pure Soul is in the prakruti.’
- Dadashri
‘When the prakruti becomes natural and spontaneous,
the Soul becomes natural and when the Soul becomes natural,
the prakruti becomes natural.’ - Dadashri
The goddesses Ambama, Durgama, and all other Matajis
(mother goddesses) represent divine energies of the non-self. All
the divine Goddesses have laws. They grace those who follow
their laws. Amba mataji symbolizes purity of prakruti. She
graces and blesses the one whose prakruti is pure. What laws
are to be observed to keep Goddess Saraswati, the goddess of
knowledge, happy? It is to never use speech improperly. If one
tells no lies, does not use fraudulent speech or abusive language
in any manner whatsoever, then Goddess Saraswati will be
pleased and as a result, one will attain extraordinary power of
speech! The speech of the Gnani Purush is considered the
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22. manifestation of Goddess Saraswati, because it comes out after
having ‘touched’ the Supreme Soul within!
What are the laws of Goddess Lakshmiji, the Goddess of
wealth and prosperity? Her law is that one should not steal
through his mind, body or speech; that is one foremost law of
Goddess Lakshmiji. One should also not go chasing after
Lakshmiji (money or wealth) nor should one obstruct her path.
One should not have contempt for Lakshmiji either. The Gnani
Purush will honor Lakshmiji with flowers when she comes
before Him and He will honor her with flowers even when she
leaves. Those who harbor a desire for wealth, Lakshmiji will
‘visit’ them later than sooner and she visits on time, those who
do not harbor a desire for wealth.
How does one earn wealth? With labor and hard work?!
With intellect (buddhi)?! No! A person earns wealth as a result
of his past merit karma. Not having the knowledge or awareness
of this hidden fact, people boast, “I earned my fortune. I earned
it because of my intellect.” This is a wrong ego. Lakshmiji will
come to you if your intent improves. True wealth, i.e. money that
brings meaningful happiness when it is being spent, will never be
earned if one has deceitful intents. What is more, only true
wealth will give one peace in life. Wealth acquired through
deceitful means will inevitably be lost and in the process, the
pain it will entail will be like the pain from the bites of a thousand
scorpions! The authority over whether one receives wealth or
not is not in one’s own control; it is under the control of some
other entity. Man only needs to do the work as a nimit (become
instrumental in the process); he has to make all the attempts.
One should not become disinterested in money (Lakshmiji)
either and one should definitely not insult money (Lakshmiji).
Anyone who insults Lakshmiji will be without Lakshmiji for
many lives to come and all efforts he makes for Lakshmiji will
be in vain.
Gnani Purush ‘Dada Bhagwan’ gives a new spiritual
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23. aphorism to the world.
‘Dishonesty is the best foolishness’ - Dadashri
People have come to completely disregard old aphorisms
like, ‘Honesty is the best policy.’
Those who want to attain moksha will have to follow the
maxim of ‘no-law law’. Once one follows this maxim, he is said
to have become natural and spontaneous. Wherever people try
to gain control through enforcement of laws, people become
resentful towards the law and their prakruti springs back with
even a greater force and becomes uncontrollable, just liked a
compressed spring!
“One day, this world will have to remove all laws! We are
the first ones to start this ‘no law’ status. We will tell the
government ‘look, at our management where there is a ‘no-law
law’!” - Dadashri
Enforcing laws upon the mind spoils it and then its
behavior becomes spoiled. Laws bring forth results related to
restlessness and turmoil. The Self is natural and laws are the
chain that makes one unnatural.
What is true dharma dhyan (righteous or true
meditation)?
Is it doing worship, prayer, penance, samayik
(introspection), repentance and listening to religious talks? No.
All those are overt and tangible acts of rituals; they are material
practices. However, what is of importance and becomes
recorded as one’s karma is where one’s dhyan i.e. one’s
attention or inner intent lies while one is conducting such rituals.
While worshipping God, if one pictures God in his mind along
with the picture of his shop or his business or the shoes he left
outside the temple, how can that be called true meditation
(dharma dhyan)? The Lord does not take into consideration
your external actions but rather your inner attentive intent during
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24. all your activities (kriya). The actions being carried out at
present are the result of the meditation (dhyan) done in your
past life. These actions are indicative of your independent efforts
(purusharth) in your previous life, whereas the present day
meditation (inner dhyan) is the independent effort for the next
life, in other words it is the ‘design’ for your next life!
Now, what is dharma dhyan? The effort you make to
change the circumstances that create adverse meditation, is
dharma dhyan. An integral part of dharma dhyan is sincere
alochana, pratikraman and pratyakhyan (sincerely recalling
and acknowledging the wrongful act, repenting for it and
resolving never to repeat it, respectively; collectively referred to
as doing pratikraman). This act of pratikraman however,
cannot be carried out according to one’s own understanding; it
should be done according to the Gnani’s teaching.
How does one change adverse internal meditations of
arta dhyan and raudradhyan? It is to apply the knowledge that
‘these adverse internal meditations are happening because of my
own karma of past life and no one is at fault here.’ On the
contrary, one should repent by saying ‘Others have to endure
pain because of me. I will never do it again’, one should make
a firm decision like this. Pratikraman and pratyakhyan should be
‘shoot on sight’; i.e. they should be done the instant the fault
occurs. Mistakes and faults can only be washed away if
pratikraman and pratyakhyan are done the instant the mistake is
made. When one understands dharma dhyan well, it will bring
instant results.
By giving us great examples that are useful in our
everyday life, Dadashri has made it simple for us to come out
of negative and adverse meditative states and remain in dharma
dhyan. Every person will be able to adjust to this in his or her
own way.
The one in whom all negative passions are gone can
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25. attain the status of Godhood. However, rare indeed are those
where no negative passions arise within them, but also through
their being, they do not incite negative passions to arise in others
either. Such beings are the ones the world will worship. As such,
the Gnani Purush is beyond all adjectives; to give Him the
adjective of ‘Bhagwan’ (God) is the same as trying to compare
that which is incomparable and in doing so, we lower His
unparalleled status. Yet, to let the world know about Him,
people use the terms ‘Bhagwan’, ‘Sarvagnya’ etc. What does
sarvagnya mean? It means the One who knows all that is meant
to be known; an Omniscient. There are two types of the
Omniscient (sarvagnya). One is a causal omniscient (karan
sarvagnya) and other is effect omniscient (karya sarvagnya)
i.e. omniscience that has come in one’s worldly conduct.
The Lord regards all ongoing activities in this current life
as activities that have already been completed (they are simply
effects of causes that were created in the past life).
For example, if someone left home to go to Baroda, and
five minutes later, somebody asks you, “Where did he go?”
What answer will you give? You will say, “He has gone to
Baroda.” Now he has barely reached the railway station. Lord
Mahavir regards the action that is in progress, as completed
action (its full causes having been laid in the past life). Thus, the
one who is harboring the causes to become omniscient verily is
called the causal omniscient. Dada Bhagwan is causal omniscient
– karan sarvagnya.
The law of the world is that the one whose mistake is
clearly visible is the one at fault, whereas the law of nature
states, ‘The fault is of the sufferer.’
‘If anyone is hurt even to the slightest extent, you should
believe that it is your fault.’ - Dadashri
The person who lives according to the law ‘fault is of the
sufferer’ does not have to suffer anything in this world; he does
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26. not have to suffer any pain that comes at the hands of others (his
nimit). One is bound by his own faults, and he who has broken
the bondage of all faults, becomes the absolute Self! The Vitarag
Lords broke all their bondages of faults and attained moksha!
We have to attain liberation in the same way. The Vitarags
represent our ultimate goal (dhyeya) and the manifest Gnani
Purush is the original connection for that very purpose! To say
‘it is not my fault’ is the biggest fault; it creates a dense layer of
covering over that fault.
Krupaludev has said: “I am a receptacle of infinite faults,
O Compassionate One!”
When one is a ‘vessel of infinite faults’, there are faults at
every step. Alas! Our existence here in this world, is it not the
biggest blunder of all? How can one blame others when he is
himself is full of faults? To find faults in others is a very dense
illusion. There is nothing worse than that.
‘The one, who abolishes even a single fault of his own, is
called God.’
‘In this world, there is no one superior to you. This, I
guarantee you. No father figure (bapo) is your superior. Only
your faults are your superior (boss).’ - Dadashri
Once the answer to the question ‘Who am I?’ is known,
one progresses rapidly on the path of abolishing all faults and
ultimately becomes parmatma, the supreme Self!
The rule of the world is that if someone says something
bad to you, you will see that person as being at fault. You will
question, ‘Why did he say that to me?’ or ‘Why did he do that
to me?’ Thus, you will believe that you have been subjected to
injustice. In fact, justice is not to be sought. Whatever suitable
or unsuitable treatment you receive from others, it is due to your
own karmic account, so where is the need to seek for justice in
this world? Everybody’s worldly interactions (vyavahar) are
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27. unfolding according to their own karma from their past life.
Furthermore, whatever is unfolding is precisely the effect of their
own karmic accounts that they themselves created. So in all this,
if one seeks worldly justice or does not accept nature’s account,
how will he escape the beating due to him in doing so?
For the one who understands and accepts ‘this is my
fault’; for the one who has arrived at this stage, there is ‘justice’
and his faults are abolished. But the one who says, “This is not
my fault”, for him there is the worldly life to make him
understand!
The common understanding of pain and pleasure that
people have is in fact not actual pain or pleasure. The Lord says
that it is really the experience of pain (ashata vedaniya) and
experience of pleasure (shata vedaniya) of karma. These
events are for a fixed period of time and by nature are
temporary; these are all circumstances and all circumstances are
temporary. Now as per general understanding, if these karmas
of suffering are believed to be long lasting and given greater
importance, then one will experience greater suffering. All
pleasures and pains of worldly interaction have an end. Only the
bliss of the Self is infinite and eternal and that is the only thing
one needs to attain.
Throughthecommonunderstanding,theillusionaryvaluation
of worldly pleasures and pains create very grave and dangerous
bondages of karma. Amidst such situations, Dadashri has given
the world, very simple, natural and yet exact ‘knowledge-vision’
of the Self. Once this is understood in exactness, it makes one
free from the effect of all pleasures or pains of everyday worldly
life.
‘To be overcome by mental and physical fatigue
(kantado) is a state similar to sleeping on a bed of thorns.’
- Dadashri
Now, who is the fortunate one who has not experienced
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28. such fatigue? Many great teachers, priests, saints, ascetics and
men of glory have not been without this feeling of tedium. Only
the Gnani Purush does not have to experience tedium! One
should deal with situations of mental and physical fatigue with
equanimity, instead people try to look for ways to remove it or
escape it. Arey! Going to the cinema, drama or doing other
things makes one regress spiritually and in fact, the tedium is not
removed, it is merely pushed aside for a little while only to return
with double the force. This is because karma that has come into
existence to give result will not spare anyone; one has no choice
but experience its effects.
The difference between people’s understanding of
raag-dwesh (attachment-abhorrence) and the Vitarag’s
understanding of the same is comparable to the difference
between milk and buttermilk. ‘I am Chandulal’ is attachment
(raag). To falsely project one’s self where one is not, is raag.
The one who realizes ‘I am Shuddhatma (I am a pure Soul)’ has
broken all attachments.
In their common understanding when people say ‘I have
a lot of attachment towards this person or that person’, it is not
correct. In fact, the Soul does not have the attribute of
attachment. What appears to be attachment is really attraction of
the parmanus (sub-atomic particles that cannot be further
divided) and what appears to be dwesh (abhorrence), is in fact
repulsion between the sub-atomic particles. This is all the
ingenuity of the pudgal, the non-self complex, but one believes
that attachment and abhorrence are occurring to ‘me’ and hence
one inadvertently declares the Soul as having the attributes of
attachment and abhorrence. The Soul is always vitaragi (without
attachment) and will always remain as one.
‘Love for agnan (ignorance) is raag and love for Gnan
(enlightenment) is Vitarag.” - Dadashri
The foundation of this world is based on vengeance
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29. (veyr). If vengeance is eliminated, the worldly life will be
naturally eliminated. There is only one way to become free from
vengeance and that is ‘to settle all files with equanimity’. In this
day and age, to take refuge of this ‘weapon’ is invaluable.
Dadashri has given us this ‘weapon’. Now, the one who goes
to ‘war’ with this ‘weapon’ is a true valiant. Is the worldly life
not but a war? Hence, in this ‘war’ you have to settle all your
files with equanimity. The person, who goes to war with this
weapon of Dadashri, will definitely be triumphant and what will
be his victory? Moksha! Dadashri has referred to the presently
acquired complex of mind, speech and body as a ‘file’ and once
a person comes to attain this inner vision, he attains spiritual
triumph!
In so far as a single charged particle is effective, can
a relation with a receptacle (human being) filled with infinite
particles be without effect? Whether that relation is with good
company or bad company, the effect will definitely be there.
And this ‘satsang’ i.e. association with the eternal; being in the
company of Dadashri, is the only association that liberates one
from attachments to all relations and circumstances. The
meaning of the word ‘satsang’ here has a completely different
connotation as compared to that used elsewhere in the world.
The Gnani Purush, who despite being amidst all circumstances
and association with others, remains eternally in a state free of
all attachment. Anyone who attains satsang with the Gnani
Purush will definitely attain freedom from all attachments. The
satsang of such a Gnani Purush is fresh and new, every day of
the year and every hour of the day.
With satsang, the subatomic particles of kusang
(association with worldly things) will disperse and new and pure
particles will enter.
“If a cooking pot absorbs the odor of asafetida (hinga)
and six months later you cook doodhpaak (dessert of milk, rice,
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30. sugar, nuts and cardamom) in it, your doodhpaak will be ruined.
The effect of the odor (‘stain’) of asafetida lingers for six
months, but the ‘stain’ of kusang will ruin your life for infinity!”
- Dadashri
Mantra is a science; it is not a fake speculation.
Especially the Trimantra; it is helpful in destroying obstacles of
the worldly life. Trimantra is impartial; it indicates equanimity for
all religions. The celestial beings that protect all religions are
pleased when we recite the Trimantra. When does a mantra
become effective? It has an immeasurable effect if it is given by
a Gnani Purush! As long as one is involved in life’s interactions,
one should offer all the three mantras at the same time, i.e. the
‘Navkar (Namokar)’, ‘ Namo Bhagavate Vasudevaya,’ and
‘ Namah Shivaya.’ To offer only the Navkar mantra is proper
for the sanyast being (Self-realized). Until one attains the sanyast
state, he should recite all three mantras together. Renunciation
does not mean changing of clothes; it means renunciation of the
non-self i.e. renunciation of one’s identity as being the non-self or
the relative-self and the realization of the Self as being the Soul.
Dadashri explains the current condition of the world.
Dadashri says that, ‘Since 1942, I have been saying that the
whole world is being converted into a mental hospital!’
Madness is evident wherever you look. You ask for one
thing and the answer is about another thing! There is no accord
with one another! Is it not madness to create major clashes over
trivial things?
People disgrace the younger generation of today, but
Dadashri says that only this young generation will make India
famous. And Dadashri’s naturally spoken words are that India
will be a center of the world in the year 2005, and this is
becoming evident now.
Thirty-one years from now, people from other countries
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31. will come here to learn how to live life, how much to eat, how
much to sleep and how to live.
‘There are only two things in this world, the pure Soul
and circumstances.’ - Dadashri
“Pure Soul is eternal and circumstances are constantly
changing.”
“Gross circumstances, subtle circumstances, and the
circumstances of speech are of the non-Self and are dependent
on other forces.” - Dadashri
All circumstances that can be experienced through the five
senses are gross circumstances. Circumstances of the mind,
intellect, chit, and ego are subtle. The circumstances of speech
are gross as well as subtle; all these are the non-self and they
are also dependent upon some other force. Speech is a record;
it is physical. The Soul and speech are not related. The Soul is
without speech. Yes, the Soul is the Knower-Seer of what type
of speech is being spoken, where mistakes are made in the
speech etc. Circumstances, by their very nature are prone to
end. If one dwells in the circumstances, he will become
temporary and if he dwells in the Soul, which is eternal, then he
is eternal. Lord Mahavir has said that except for the Soul (the
Self) everything else is a circumstance. The Self is unattached
and free from all circumstances.
There are two types of penance; one is inner penance
and the other is external penance. External penance is visible to
others and inner penance is one that no one else knows about.
One does inner penance within his own self. The result of
external penance is improvement of one’s worldly life and the
result of inner penance is moksha! Everyone knows about
external penance, the inner penance can be learned only from
the Gnani Purush.
‘Real penance is to not let the Self and the non-self
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To be the Self, is to be in the ‘home department’ and to
be in a place other than the Self is to be in the ‘foreign
department’. The penance that one does to not become the
relative self, is inner penance. The external penance that one
does and the doer-ship that is required in order to do that
penance, is the ego. The Lord has said to settle the penance that
comes across, with equanimity. Penance is not to be carried out
with the doer-ship of the ego! All external penance that is done
nowadays is done by the prakruti (non-Self); where is the Self-
oriented effort (purusharth) in that? Self-oriented effort starts
with inner penance and only after one becomes Self-realized.
The relative self i.e. the prakruti makes a person do penance
and yet his ego claims, “I did the penance!” Whatever penance
is done, it is dependent on the prakruti. If one has the constant
awareness that ‘the real Self is not a doer of anything’, then the
ego would not arise in reaction to penance, otherwise the
reaction to penance is anger, pride and ego.
What is the true definition of renunciation (tyaga)? It
is renunciation that naturally manifests in one’s behavior or
conduct. All other renunciation is done through the ego. ‘That
which has been renounced, will have to be dealt with, later.’
That which is renounced egoistically, will be multiplied a hundred
fold, and will return with hundred times the force. ‘There is no
requirement of renouncing or acquiring in the path of liberation.’
The scriptures themselves have said that for a Gnani the question
of renouncing or acquisition does not even arise. Those
engrossed in their prakruti; whatever they do, whether they
renounce or acquire, they do so according to the dictates of
their prakruti. They merely have the ego of, ‘I renounced!’ And
for those who always remain as the Self, it is not possible for
them to renounce or acquire. It is not the property or the
attribute of the Self to renounce or to acquire. If that were true,
the liberated Souls in the Siddha Kshetra (location where all
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How then, can that be called moksha? In fact, it is the non-self
complex (prakruti) that does the renouncing and acquiring but
one merely exercises the ego in the process, ‘I renounced, I
acquired.’ The Lord has not given instructions to renounce any
thing; He has instructed us to renounce the infatuation (murchha)
and the illusion (moha) for it.
‘To become the non-Self is raag, and to be the Self is
renunciation.’ - Dadashri
Only the Vitarag can give the subtlest interpretation of
ahimsa (non-violence). The one who has a constant inner intent
of not hurting any living being in the slightest and this is also
evident in his conduct, is a Vitarag. No living being can kill
another living being, and for that matter no living being can save
another from dying. If ‘Chandulal’ had made the intention
(bhaav) to kill and when the timing for another being to die
arrives, the death of that being will occur at the hands of
Chandubhai. No living being can ever die before it’s time of
death. The intention one makes to kill, is bhaav-maran, and its
effect will come in the next life as one becoming a killer. The
Lord did not say, “Don’t do overt himsa.” He said one should
not do bhaav himsa i.e. make intentions to hurt or kill. This
automatically includes all types of non-violence. It is not
important to harbor mercy for avoidance of killing. It is very
important not to harbor any intent to kill.
There are two types of yogas (yoga means to join or
union). One is Gnan yoga, that is the yoga of the Self and the
other is agnan (ignorance) yoga and that is the yoga of the non-
self. Non-self yoga includes yoga of the mind, body and speech.
What does one unite with? Is it that which one has knowledge
of, or that which one is ignorant about? Until the Self is known,
how can the yoga of the Self be possible? That yoga can only
be called yoga of the body because only the body is known.
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34. And with body yoga, one can never attain bliss of nirvikalp
samadhi i.e. the bliss of the absolute unaffected state; the bliss
of the Self. Those with vikalp i.e. the belief of ‘I am Chandulal’
can never attain the state of nirvikalp. Only the Omniscient One
(sarvagnya) who has the experience of the Soul can help others
attain the state of the Self! Only a lit lamp can light all other
lamps.
What is ekagrata (concentration)? Why is it necessary
to do concentration? It is meant for those whose minds have
become restless, unsteady and vagrant (vyagrata). What is the
benefit to the Self in doing so? These laborers, do they need to
practice concentration? The Gnani Purush also does not need to
practice concentration. When one applies the ‘medicine’ of
concentration on his affliction of restlessness, where is the
benefit to the Self in it?
When one does meditation, what should he meditate on?
Without knowing the dhyeya (the goal), what can he meditate
upon? If he has an imaginary goal, how can he reach it?
What is samadhi (sam-adhi = deep meditation and
oneness with the Self)? Is it samadhi when one closes his nostrils
and practices bodily exercises? No. That is called ‘handle
samadhi’. It will work as long as one cranks the ‘handle’ but its
effect goes away later. Can moksha be attained with this kind of
samadhi? Real samadhi is one that prevails in spite of all routine
activities of walking, talking etc. Even when one is fighting, the
samadhi that prevails is the real and exact samadhi. It is true
samadhi when one is not affected by mental, physical or
externally induced distress.
What is the mind? The mind can be known only by the
Gnani Purush. Revered Dadashri, who always remained separate
from the mind, remained as the knower-seer of the mind, has
opened to the world, the exact science of the mind. The mind
is made of knots or tubers. When the external and inner
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35. circumstances arise, the tuber in the mind will erupt and sprout.
The ‘sprouting’ of this tuber is the beginning of thought.
Thoughts come and go. The Self is the knower-seer of thoughts.
The mind is the object to be known and the Self is the knower
of the mind. Some people say, “Take away my mind”. If the
mind is removed, one will become absent minded. The mind is
needed in order to attain moksha. The mind is like a boat.
Without that ‘boat’, how can one cross over to the shore of
Moksha when living in the worldly ocean? Some people say it
is the mind that wanders. The mind never wanders outside the
body. What wanders is the chit.
Intellect (buddhi) is the light of the non-self; it is indirect
light. The light of the Self is the direct light. The Self illuminates
both the Self and the non-self. What is the definition of intellect?
‘Knowledge of all the subjects of the world, is included in
the intellect, because it is knowledge associated with the ego
and knowledge without ego, is Gnan.’ - Dadashri
Where there shines the sun of knowledge (Gnan), why
would there be a need for a lamp of the intellect?
The nature of the intellect (buddhi) is to cause inner
turmoil. The Gnani is without intellect; He has no intellect at all!
When the intellect ends, simultaneously the state of absolute
enlightenment arises with all its glory.
The chit is the inner component of the non-self and has the
attributes of knowledge and vision. It is the one that wanders
around without a ticket! While sitting here, the chit shows you
an actual photo of any place that you have seen before. Pure
knowledge + pure vision = to pure chit and that is the pure Soul;
that is the Shuddhatma. Impure knowledge + impure vision =
impure chit. The world is immersed in the infinite chit. Sages are
in a state of ‘many chit’, and the Gnani Purush and the Sat
Purush (those who have knowledge of the Self) are in ‘one chit’.
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36. ‘Why is the impure chit, impure? It is so because it can
not ‘visualize’ the Self; it can visualize only that which is non-self,
whereas the pure chit can visualize both, the Self and the non-
self!’ - Dadashri
Those who eat without the presence of their chit, suffer
from diseases like heart failure, blood pressure etc. There will be
no diseases if one can keep the chit present while eating.
Anahat Naad (the original sound), Kundalini etc., are all
manifestations and ‘appearances’ in the chit and are all physical.
Some people say, “I see Lord Krishna inside me.” This is
not the Self; it is the phenomenon of the chit. The one that sees
Krishna is the Self. In the end, the vision is to be focused on the
Seer (the Self). People however; put their vision (drashti) in the
object being seen. - Dadashri
The ‘Krishna’ that is ‘seen’ is a scene, and the one who
sees the scene is the ‘seer’; the Soul. The seer indeed is Krishna
himself!
‘I am Chandulal’ is the original ego. When this belief goes,
one attains the egoless state. Then, what remains is the discharge
ego; the dramatic ego. There are two types of discharge egos;
one is attractive and the other is ugly. The ego has ruined
everything; it does not allow one to taste the bliss of the Self.
There can be only one remedy to dissolve this ego and that is
to surrender at the feet of the Gnani Purush!
There are four inner components of the antah-karan (the
inner working machinery) and these are the mind, intellect, chit
and ego. They function like the parliament. The mind shows
‘pamphlets’, the chit sees the scenes, the intellect will side with
one of the two and render a decision - just like the prime
minister does, and the ego, like the president puts its signature
and then the act takes place.
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37. Minor religious vows and major religious vows
(anuvrat and mahavrat respectively) are not vows of renouncing
(tyaga) but vows that are inherent in one’s conduct. There is a
vast difference between renunciation and natural conduct. That
which is intrinsic in one’s conduct is called the vow. This means
that one does not even remember what one has renounced; that
is called natural renunciation. The one who gives up smoking
cigarettes naturally, does not even remember it and the one who
gives it up through the exercise of the ego will keep remembering,
‘I gave up smoking’!
The one who despite being immersed in the ocean of
acquisitiveness (parigraha), is not touched by even a single
drop of it, is the true aparigrahi (one with non-acquisitiveness)!
How can one, who is drowning even in a puddle of acquisitiveness,
be called an aparigrahi? Only the Gnani Purush can be a real
aparigrahi!
Who can truly understand and know Yogeshwar
Krishna? Only the Gnani Purush; the One who Himself has
become ‘that’ form (Yogeshwar - the one who has attained the
final union; the ultimate Self), can properly know Yogeshwar
Krishna and can explain exactly what He meant to say. This is
because one Gnani can never be different from another Gnani;
they are one from the real perspective.
At the end of all the four Vedas (Hindu scriptures), what
do the Vedas themselves say? They say, “This is not that…this
is not that; the Soul that you are searching is not here!” After
one reads and grasps the four Vedas, what is the end result?
‘Neti…Neti’ (not this…not this). How can the Soul be
contained in a book? The Gnani Purush can make us experience
the Soul, our real Self; a Self that is such, that it is not
describable, not speak-able, not approachable. The Gnani
Purush does this with sangnya i.e. an association with Gnan.
The Gnani Purush can show us, ‘This is that’ within one hour!
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38. The process of recalling a fault or a misdeed,
repentance of it and avowal to not repeat it; when done
properly, can wash away faults in the proper manner and one
becomes that much purer. However, this process is only
beneficial when carried out the instant the fault occurs.
The science of the Vitarag Lords can only be divulged
to all by the one who is a Vitarag himself. Only the Gnani Purush
can open up the innermost meaning of the Vitarags, through a
speech that is acceptable to all and appropriate for the time.
Once that meaning is understood, even the common person can
remain in exact religion (dharma dhyan). The only desire worth
having is the desire for the final liberation.
‘The one, who has an unflinching desire for only moksha
and nothing else, will not be obstructed by any force in this
world. The Gnani will come to his home!’
‘The one who desires moksha, has no ownership of the
pudgal; the non-self complex of the body, speech and mind.
The one, who has ownership of the pudgal, has no desire for
moksha!’
Devotee and God are separate; however, this separation
does not exist in the Gnani Purush.
For how long is devotion (bhakti) needed? Devotion is
needed until one meets a Gnani; once he meets a Gnani Purush,
he has to request final liberation from Him. Devotion to the
Vitarag gives final liberation.
“What is the meaning of ‘God’?” Dadashri gives us the
following explanation:
“Is God (Bhagwan) a name (noun) or an adjective? If it
is a noun, we have to call Him ‘Bhagwan-das’. God is really an
adjective. Just as the word ‘bhagyavan’ (fortunate one) was
derived from the word ‘bhagya’ (fortune), the word ‘Bhagwan’
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Whosoever attains God like qualities, has the adjective ‘God’
attached.” - Dadashri
Which is the highest bhakti?
‘To remain in the awakened awareness of the absolute
enlightened knowledge as the Self, is the highest bhakti.’
- Dadashri
“Gnanis’ ‘pratishthit atma’ (final remaining discharging
ego) remains in bhakti, and Gnan remains in Gnan (the Self
remains the Self). One remains in the state of the Self
(Shuddhatma), and makes his pratishthit atma (ego) do the
bhakti of Shuddhatma and ‘Dada Bhagwan (fully enlightened
Lord within).’ This is the ultimate bhakti.’ - Dadashri
What is moksha?
Moksha means a sense of freedom, liberation from all
bondages; liberation from all pain and suffering! This is
experienced right here in this life. First there is the experience of
this initial moksha, and then comes the final moksha of the
Siddha; the one who does not have to take another birth.
Moksha can never be attained by putting the body through
suffering. The Self by its very nature is in a state of moksha; but
because of one’s ignorance of the Self, one experiences
bondage. When is the feeling of liberation experienced? It is
when the Gnani Purush, with His infinite energies and spiritual
powers, shakes and awakens the worldly soul. Gnani Purush is
the manifest formless-form and represents moksha in the living
form. Within one hour, He makes one experience the Self. This
is the phenomenal spiritual prowess of Akram Vignan!
Many people are stuck in the belief that, in this day and
age, the path to moksha is closed. As a result of this belief, they
have given up all self-oriented efforts to acquire moksha. In fact,
the path to moksha is open; one can reach all the way up to the
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40. ‘gates’ of moksha and this has been proven. An analogy of this
is, although in these times, a check for Rs. 100,000 (final
moksha) cannot be obtained, Dadashri gives us a check for Rs.
99,999.99 and many have obtained it! How much loss is there?
There is a loss of only one paisa!
The ‘path to moksha’ is open. One only needs to find it.
‘The one who wants to be free cannot be bound by
anyone and the one who wants to be bound can not be freed
by anyone.’ - Dadashri
What is one bound by? One is bound by ignorance and
one becomes liberated through knowledge; Gnan. The root
cause of all bondage is ignorance.
Dadashri has opened the exact path to moksha. Where
there is a living Gnani Purush, there is no need for scriptures or
rituals. Merely complying with the Gnani’s Agnas is religion; his
Agnas verily is penance. Lord Mahavir has said, ‘Agna is
religion, Agna is penance’.
The Lord also said that after 2500 years, the effect of
Bhasmak Graha (planetary influence) will end and the Vitarag
religion will, once again come in to magnificence. Now the 2500
years are over. With the manifestation of the Gnani Purush, what
harm can come to the Vitarag religion? Moksha will come face
to face when one becomes completely impartial; impartial even
towards one’s own (relative) self!
There are two types of ramanata (absorption; inner
attention; absorption of the self); one is in the non-self (pudgal
ramanata) and the other is that of the Self (atma ramanata).
The one who has not even the slightest absorption in the non-
self will definitely attain the bliss of the Self. One cannot attain
the Self as long as there is even the slightest of involvement with
the non-self. From the moment one is born, he remains only in
pudgal ramanata. Reading the scriptures, turning the rosary,
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41. doing repentance or giving religious discourses; all are activities
of the non-self. Only when one becomes absorbed with the Self
(swa-ramanata), can moksha be attained! The one whose
swa-ramanata has commenced, is indeed unattached and non-
acquisitive even though he is immersed in an ocean of
attachment and acquisitiveness. And the one who has not
attained swa-ramanata is completely attached to all material
things, despite having renounced the worldly life and attachment
to all worldly and material things. This is because he is in pudgal
ramanata.
‘Once the detailed study and experience of the prakruti is
completed, one becomes a Vitarag.’ - Dadashri
‘We’ offer my highest obeisances to the eternal
sadguru Dadashri
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42. Contents
Page
The reality of this world 1
How alert are you of your own digestive processes?2
Who is the creator of this world? 3
Only solution to solve the worldly puzzle 4
Brahma, Vishnu and Mahesh 4
Not Yamraj (God of Death) but Niyamraj (Natural
Law) 5
Foundation on which the world functions 6
Nature of religion (Dharma) 9
Real Dharma : Relative Dharma 11
How can you do purusharth (true inner endeavor)
without becoming a purush (the Self)? 15
That which increases the keyf (intoxicate the ego) is
relative knowledge 15
How can there be liberation for the one who takes
sides? 18
Nature of worldly life: nature of vairagya (dispassion)22
Only the pure Soul is your true relative 26
Attachment and its consequences 31
Minding one’s own affairs 33
Do Celestial beings have to suffer too? 35
Bliss of an oasis in the middle of the desert 35
Evolution as exposed by Lord Mahavir 38
Who bears the weight, you or the horse? 40
Tree of the worldly life 42
True God : True Guru: True Religion 44
Religion of idols : Religion of the formless 47
Jinamudra - The posture of the Omniscient 55
Gnani instills life in an idol 56
Akram Vignan : The eleventh wonder of the world 58
Prakruti : The relative self 77
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43. When self becomes the Self, prakruti becomes natural 81
The home is a garden of prakrutis 82
Even prakruti in the form of God 87
Prakruti rendered natural through Gnan 89
Prakruti is reactive by nature 90
Prakruti will comply through reasoning 91
Powerful Goddesses of natural prakruti 98
Mataji : Ambama 99
Goddess Saraswati 99
Goddess Lakshmiji (Goddess of wealth) 103
Nature of money in the current time cycle 104
Money after 1942 106
The nature of money 107
Outflow of money 108
Inflow of Money 110
Gnani is acquisitive and non-acquisitive 115
The Law of ‘no laws’ 119
Discretion in matters of law 123
Dharmadhyan 125
Dhyan itself is purusharth 125
Artadhyan – Raudradhyan 127
Four pillars of dharmadhyan 130
Worrying is artadhyan 133
To bite the nimit 135
Pratikraman ends karma 137
Four types of meditations 141
Hard raudradhyan 145
Cause of the worldly life 146
What is raudradhyan? 146
What is artadhyan? 147
What is dharmadhyan 152
Bhagwan is the one without clash 153
Nijdosh : Faults of the self 158
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44. Protecting mistakes 159
Blunders and mistakes 161
Prakruti of a greedy person 162
Your acceptance of your mistakes destroys them 163
Awareness of seeing faults 163
Impartial vision 165
Foundation of mistakes 168
One who complains is the guilty one 169
Consequences of instigation 170
Who is the owner of the universe? 171
Why have attachments towards temporary attributes? 173
Only a Self-realized person can liberate you. 174
Liability of merit and demerit karma 175
The multilayered nature of the faults 176
A red flag? Then stop! 177
True relative religion 177
Natural law : Fault is of the sufferer 180
Absolute independence of all living beings 185
Vyavahar : Worldly interactions 187
Speech unfolds according to vyavahar between
individuals 189
What kind of justice in vyavahar? 191
Completionofworldlyinteractionisthefinalsolution 192
Understanding worldly happiness and misery 195
Life is like that of a bull working in an oil mill 198
Noble is the one who does not let others know of his
suffering 199
Accounts on books 200
When does one find bliss? 202
Behold the One who swallows all the bitterness 204
Real and imaginary pain 206
Abuse of power is sheer stupidity 215
Kantado : displeasure of boredom and fatigue 217
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Raag - Dwesh : Attachment - Abhorrence 224
Excess of likes and dislikes leads to raag-dwesh 229
That which is shunned through abhorrence will have to
be endured with attachment. 230
Vengeance 232
Influence of company 236
Worldly benefits : Spiritual benefits 237
Kusang : Company of that which increases the non-self
interaction 241
Satsang of the manifest Gnani 245
Science behind the Trimantra 251
Exact understanding of Om ( ) 256
The World – A hospital of the mad 258
India – A center of the world in 2005 263
Contempt has invited degradation 263
Spiritual revolution in India 269
Do not use intellect to gauge nature 273
Division of Opinions (matbhed), Minds (munbhed) and
Bodies (tanbhed) 274
Science of circumstances 277
Bitter circumstances can be made sweet 281
Who are you amidst the circumstances? 286
Penance 288
Only the penance that comes to you naturally is worth
doing 290
Errors in penance and renunciation 297
What needs to be renounced? 298
Agitation in renunciation 299
True renunciant 303
Gnani’s Agnas verily are penance and religion 303
Renunciation 307
What kind of renunciation is this? 310
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46. Bhavhimsa – Internal harmful intentions 313
Power of intent 314
Have compassion for your self only 316
Protect and preserve your intent only 317
Only the time for death can kill 320
Four types of yoga 321
Can yoga extend the life span? 323
What is Kundalini? 325
Anahat naad – Soundless sounds 326
Dhyan – Meditation 328
Cure for purifying the chit 330
Handle samadhi 333
True samadhi 334
Nirvikalp samadhi 336
The mind 341
Nature of the mind 341
Path of dissolution of the mind 342
Control over the mind 343
Tedium towards worldly life is attachment for it 345
Nature of the mind 346
The mind is a boat that takes you to moksha 348
Mind is the world 350
Thoughts 351
Influx and discharge of thoughts 353
Clean mind in unpleasant situations 353
Who inspires action? 354
Knowledge that can read the mind 356
Buddhi and Gnan 358
Bheda buddhi : the intellect that divides and separates 359
Limit to using buddhi 361
Excess intellect is harmful 363
Buddhi makes you wander in the worldly life 364
Chit 366
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From infinite chit to one chit 371
Pure chit : Impure chit 373
Only the chit becomes stuck 374
Only the purity of chit is important 376
‘Miracles’ of the chit 378
Ego : Ahamkar 380
Ego in the Kramic path and Akram path 381
Foolish, mad Ego 382
No intoxication of ego where there is Atmagnan 384
Three keys to becoming happy 385
Vows : Major and Minor as prescribed by the Lord 388
Alochana – Pratikraman – Pratyakhyan 398
Wonder of Gautam Swami’s pratikraman! 401
Solutions, only through instant pratikraman 402
What are the results of pratikraman? 405
Aakraman and Atikraman 410
Collective pratikraman 411
Is saying ‘sorry’ the same thing as doing pratikraman?412
Pratikraman removes the stains of atikraman 413
Correct and precise procedure of pratikraman 414
Yogeshwar Lord Krishna 416
Lord Krishna’s Agna 417
What is Pushti Marg? 421
True union with the Lord within 422
Connection with Lord Krishna within 423
Difference between Lord Rama & Lord Krishna 424
Mystery of Gita in just two words! 425
Magnificent darshan to Arjun 428
Sudarshan Chakra 429
Vedas do not lead one beyond the three gunas 429
Nishkam karma for the true renunciant of world 430
Sthita Pragnya 434
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Vedanta 441
Swachhand 442
Shaktipat and other relative spiritual practices 443
Kar Bindu Sanyuktam 445
Scriptures of Veda are vehicles to the Self 447
Only a Gnani can make you Brahmanishtha 448
Dwaitadwaita: The Self is beyond all states of duality
and non-duality 452
Moksha through anekant – acceptance of every
perspective 454
Vitarag Marg 458
Follow the Gnani 459
To whom do desires belong? 461
A strong desire for moksha 462
Darshan of the Formless leads to Moksha 463
Vitarag means to be truly shrewd 464
Serious warning against misuse of intellect 465
What is sankalp and vikalp? 467
Destroying your mistakes is the vitarag path 468
Only the one who can swim can save those who are
drowning 471
Vitarag Dharma 472
Revolutionary time in the world 472
Bhakta – Bhakti – Bhagwan 476
[Worshipper or Devotee – worship or devotion – God]
Vyavahar of the Gnani versus a devotee 478
Bhakti and Liberation 482
Aradhana – Viradhana : Devout worship – Disrespect484
One cannot cheat where natural law and order is
involved. 486
Akram Vignan : Bhakti begins after liberation 487
God’s address 488
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Bhakti and Gnan 490
Moksha is only a quarter mile away 494
This era is the best for liberation through
Akram Vignan 495
Moksha through normality 497
Efforts in the path to moksha? 499
What is moksha? 500
Great fervor of moksha due to suffering 502
State of the Soul after moksha 504
Gnani leads one to moksha 506
Liberation is only attained through Gnan 507
What causes bondage? 507
Harmony in the path of the vitarag 510
Intoxication of ego blocks moksha 513
Moksha is where there is no obstinacy or insistence514
True diksha : true renunciation 516
Subtle talks of the vitarags 518
Solution is there if you find the right path 519
There should never be business in religion 520
How can one be a guru without the gurukilli – master
key? 521
Moksha halted by Self-guided whim (swachhand) 522
True guru – true disciple 523
Progress in spirituality after suffering 525
Who is the one not attached to the worldly life? 526
Hyperactivity and laziness : worldly and spiritual 528
Dwelling in the Self : Dwelling in the non-Self 534
Everything is a play of toys 535
Ramanata in situations : Ramanata in the Eternal 539
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Dharmadhyan
Questioner : Are worship (puja) and services (seva)
considered dharmadhyan (pious activities)?
Dadashri : No, that is not dharmadhyan. What is of
importance is where the internal attention (dhyan) lies whilst you
are engaged in your worship and service. God does not look at
your external actions, but He does look at where your dhyan is
during the time of these actions.
One sheth used to spend four hours a day in worship,
reading scriptures, and doing samayik (introspection). One day
a man knocked at his door and his wife answered the door. The
man asked where the sheth was, and she immediately replied,
“Sheth has gone to dung-heap (A garbage dump but here, it
means in sexual thoughts).” The sheth overheard this and
immediately realized that indeed his mind was involved in sexual
thoughts even though he was doing a samayik. He realized that
his wife had more understanding and insight then his.
If you are doing a samayik or turning the beads of a
rosary and your dhyan is somewhere else, then your external
action are of no significance. What is important is where your
dhyan is when performing your actions and rituals.
Dhyan itself is purusharth
People in this world are under an illusion. They look at the
action and not the dhyan (deep inner state). Dhyan is the
purusharth (cause) for the next life and your action of today is
the effect of your purusharth of the past life. Dhyan is the cause,
the effect of which will manifest in the next life. During dhyan,
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parmanus are pulled into the body from the outside; they take
on the form of the dhyan and accumulate inside the body at a
subtle level to create a causal body (karan sharira). When this
causal body enters the womb of the karmically connected
(roonanubandhi) mother, the electrical body otherwise known
as the subtle body (sookshma sharira), immediately pulls the
gross atoms of semen and the ovum. This then forms the
effective body (karya-deha). When a person dies, the Soul, the
subtle body (sookshma sharira also known as the electrical
body) and the causal body (karan sharira) leave together. The
subtle body is common for everyone, but everyone’s causal
body is different, depending upon the causes one creates. The
subtle body is the electrical body, which cannot survive without
nutrition. Therefore, after death it immediately enters the new
mother’s body at the time of the union of the sperm and the
ovum. It immediately engulfs the gross parmanus (of the fertilized
egg) for its sustenance and takes on the lump or the mass (of the
fertilized egg) as its gross body. Then the jiva (embodied soul)
continues to develop and at around five months, it begins to
proliferate.
‘We’ do not think about the world even for a second and
remain continuously as the Self. ‘We’ do have the wish that
people experience the bliss that ‘we’ have attained.
The dhyan is the only link to the next life. Apart from it,
there is no other link or vehicle to the next life.
What is the opinion of the vitarag Lords? ‘Change your
dhyan! If negative dhyan or adverse meditation (durdhyan)
occurs, the only purusharth you need is to make sure that it does
not occur.
Questioner : How can we do purusharth there?
Dadashri : Actions (kriya) cannot be changed but it is
possible to change dhyan. Raudradhyan and artadhyan (adverse
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meditation against others and adverse meditation within one’s
self, respectively) do occur because of the pressures of the
current time cycle but the Lord has given us purusharth as a
weapon with which we can remove them both. This is like eating
food that is beneficial for you and rejecting food which is not.
Similarly, you have to remove artadhyan and raudradhyan and
do dharmadhyan (absence of both forms of adverse meditation).
Artadhyan – Raudradhyan
Questioner : What is artadhyan and what is raudradhyan?
Dadashri : Any contemplation, even in the slightest
degree, of depriving others of their happiness, is called
raudradhyan. Even if you do not actually carry out the act of
depriving someone, the mere contemplation of doing so is
considered raudradhyan. The consequence of raudradhyan is a
life in hell (narkagati).
Artadhyan is when you experience problems created by
others or internal worries which you keep to yourself, where you
tell no one and where you show no anger. Nowadays it is hard
to find a person who has just artadhyan alone. Raudradhyan is
rampant everywhere. In the current time cycle of Kaliyug,
artadhyan and raudradhyan have also infested places of religion
and worship. Hence the ascetics constantly experience artadhyan
and raudradhyan. Getting upset with a disciple is raudradhyan
and experiencing internal irritation and suffering is artadhyan. It
is tremendous raudradhyan when a maharaj is preoccupied with
thoughts of other maharaj having twenty-five disciples when he
has only a few. It is terrible raudradhyan when one is
preoccupied with increasing the number of his disciples. How
can conduct like this compliment the throne of Lord Mahavir?
One has entered a race course. The Fools! They leave behind
three ‘bells’ (wife and two children) that hang around their necks
and hang one hundred and eight (disciples) more! How can you
call this the path of the vitarags?
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Questioner : How can one change artadhyan and
raudradhyan?
Dadashri : Having artadhyan and raudradhyan is the
peculiarity of the karmas of the current era of this time cycle.
However, whenever atikraman (aggression) occurs, do ‘cash’
(instant) pratikraman. You will have to do pratikraman anytime
you do atikraman. If there is repentance for raudradhyan, then
that raudradhyan changes to artadhyan and if pratikraman is
done, as it should be, then raudradhyan becomes dharmadhyan.
Alochana, pratikraman and pratyakhyan (confession, repentance
and avowal to not repeat the fault), should be done at the same
time. Even if you have only an idol of God in front of you, you
should do alochana to that idol, making the idol your witness
and make a firm decision not to do the same again.
Questioner : How should we take it if someone insults
us?
Dadashri : Insult will not bother you if you are Self-
realized. If you do not have Gnan, then you have to tell yourself
that being insulted must be the consequence of your mistake
from your past life. It must be your fault that the other person
insults you. The other person is avenging the karmic debt
(hisaab) from the past life so take it and ‘deposit’ it into your
karmic account. If you tell the person insulting you, “Sir, insult
me again”, he will ask you, “Do I not have anything better to
do?” He gives you only that which is coming to you. From the
time you are born till the time you die, everything is compulsory
(farajiyat); you are bound for undergoing the experience of all
unfolding circumstances in your life. There are many who pass
their ‘exams’ (life’s difficulties) and many who fail. Then there
are those who do not even learn! Everything you have to
experience is because of your karmic accounts from your past
life. Who keeps a track of these accounts? There are
tremendous energies within you that keep track and take
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adjustments. These karmic accounts are due to the four different
types of dhyan: artadhyan, raudradhyan, dharmadhyan and
shukladhyan. Whatever the prevailing dhyan, so are the
consequences.
In spite of the wanderings of endless lives, man’s
artadhyan and raudradhyan have not stopped. That is why you
have to understand the nature of these adverse meditations.
When conflicts arise at home, you have to ask for forgiveness
as well as grant forgiveness and you have to do it in such a way
that the other person will not bind any vengeance. The highest
dharmadhyan is to remain in the Lord’s Agnas. Why is it
necessary to ask for forgiveness? Are you asking for forgiveness
without anything in return? No. The truth of the matter is that
whatever you gave in the past life is exactly what you will get
back in this life.
Nothing of the outside torments people, it is only the
artadhyan and raudradhyan that does so. It is not easy to get rid
of anger, pride, illusion and greed (krodha, maan, maya and
lobha). How alert and aware do you remain if your doctor tells
you that you cannot eat any sugar? If your doctor tells you, “You
have suffered a heart attack and so you must not eat any salt
because you will suffer another heart attack that will kill you if
you do.” How attentive do you become in such instances? Why
do you remain so alert there? These artadhyan and raudradhyan
perpetuate life after life and that is the death of life after life; they
never liberate you. You will automatically reduce them by fifty
percent from the moment you decide that you want to put a stop
to them. You can worship whom ever you want to, read any
scripture you want to, do samayik if you want to, pay homage
to any guru you want to, but make sure that no artadhyan or
raudradhyan occurs. There can never be shukladhyan (being the
Self) in the current time cycle. Nevertheless if anyone wants
shukladhyan, and wants to stop their worries forever, they can
come here in ‘our’ satsang. ‘We’ will grant him shukladhyan
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within one hour. What can the Gnani Purush not do? He can do
whatever He wishes. ‘We’ (the Gnani Purush and the fully
enlightened Lord within) are not the doer of anything. ‘We’
remain constantly in a state (bhaav) of being a nimit (instrumental
evidence).
If one cannot achieve shukladhyan, but if he maintains
dharmadhyan in the current era, it is enough. Today, true
dharmadhyan has disappeared. People have no understanding at
all of what dharmadhyan is. For whatever time one is able to
‘do’ or maintain dharmadhyan, even if it is for an hour or two,
there is an experience of tremendous happiness at that time.
That effect then continues for few more hours. But what can
anyone do when people do not even understand what
dharmadhyan is? People are involved in artadhyan and
raudradhyan all day long. There is nothing but nagging all day
long. The Lord had said for us to remain in dharmadhyan.
Four pillars of dharmadhyan
Questioner : What did the Lord consider dharmadhyan?
Dadashri : The Lord has had said that agna is dharma
(one’s real religion) and agna is penance also. (Abiding by the
Lord’s agna is one’s duty and religion and that is true penance).
The Lord said there are four pillars of dharmadhyan.
The first pillar of dharmadhyan is to accept and believe
that Lord’s agnas are correct. This is the first pillar, agna-
vichaya. The second pillar is apaya-vichaya where one no
longer has anger, pride, illusion or greed. The third pillar is
vipak-vichaya where if someone throws a stone at you, you
accept it as the maturation of your own karma and the fourth
pillar is sansthan-vichaya. When one understands the reality of
these then the dharmadhyan ends completely.
Everyone agrees for sure that the Lord’s agnas are
correct. It is fine if one does not have a profound understanding
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of sansthan-vichaya, but one should try to attain the right
knowledge (samkit); doings so will encompass everything. And
for dharmadhyan, all one needs to do is make an effort to not
have any artadhyan or raudradhyan. Where there is no
artadhyan and raudradhyan, there is dharmadhyan. Shukladhyan
is not to be found in this day and age. So if you want to attain
dharmadhyan, get rid of the artadhyan and raudradhyan. What
is dharmadhyan? It is when you do not see any fault in the one
who slanders, accuses or hurts you. Your Gnan is such that, in
spite of his actions against you, you do not see any faults in him
and you have the awareness that it is all due to the maturation
of your own past karma. The Lord has called this dharmadhyan.
When your mother-in-law scolds you, you need to
understand why you ended up with this particular mother-in-law.
Were there no others? Why did I get her only? Therefore there
is some karmic account (hisaab) with her. So settle this account
with equanimity.
There is no dharmadhyan around anymore in this era. In
the current era of this time cycle people have no understanding
of dharmadhyan. They would be indeed blessed if they did.
Questioner : Is it because the force of the ego is so
powerful that one forgets dharmadhyan?
Dadashri : What is the definition of understanding? It is
where your conduct follows the understanding. As long as it
does not bring about a change in the conduct, we can say that
one has not understood. The effect of understanding must
manifest in one’s behavior. It must bring about a change in his
conduct.
There are two bottles, which look exactly the same. They
both have a white liquid in them. One bottle is labeled ‘nectar’
and the other is labeled, ‘poison’. You tell a child that he is not
to touch the bottles. If the child has seen you take the medicine
from the ‘nectar’ bottle, he may not know the difference and
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may ingest the contents of the bottle labeled ‘poison’. So simply
cautioning the child about poison is not enough, you have to
explain in detail what the poison does. You have to explain to
him exactly what poison means and that it kills people. Children
do not understand the concept of death and so you have to
explain with an example, such as: “Two days ago the man across
the road died, do you remember that? The same thing can
happen to you if you drink from this bottle.” The child will not
touch the poison if you explain things in this way with details.
Knowledge will come into practice. That which does not come
into practice (amal) is ignorance (agnan); it means that one has
not attained the total understanding in a methodical manner. If
you copy someone else’s mathematical answers, does that mean
that you have grasped it? All this knowledge is mimicked
knowledge; it is not real knowledge. The Lord’s highest
knowledge is when one is not affected by anyone’s ill treatment,
he accepts that as his fault, and he does pratikraman for this.
This verily will take him to moksha. If you live by just one word
or a sentence of ‘ours’, it will take you to moksha. Of what use
is anything else?
People have no understanding of what samayik means
either. They have no idea of the definition of samayik. In
samayik that which one does not want to remember, and decide
to keep out, is verily the thing that explodes first within. If you
decide that you do not want to think about your shop when you
sit down to do your samayik, the first thing that pops up will be
your shop. This happens because the mind is reactionary. The
first thing that will come to your mind is the very thing that you
are trying to avoid. If you say, “I am now starting samayik, all
of you are invited”, they will not come. Once the vibrations
arise, it is all over. The Self has infinite energy.
When you follow just one single word of ‘ours’ when
someone insults or harasses you, and upsets you that, “This is
all due to the unfolding of my own karma. The other person is
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not at fault; he is merely a nimit (instrumental in the process)”,
then you will be able to see the other person as being completely
faultless. This vision will take you all the way to moksha. Just
one single sentence of ‘ours’ can take you to moksha. You do
not need scriptures for that; you only need one sentence of a
Gnani Purush, because the Gnani right away shows you the
entire clear path to moksha. Therefore, you need to understand
and know the facts.
People claim they have gnan. That is not called gnan.
Gnan is that which results in conduct (amal). If you know the
way to Borivalli, then you will definitely reach Borivalli. If you do
not then realize that you did not know the way, you did not have
knowledge of Borivalli’s location. There is so much power in the
Lord’s dharmadhyan, but if one does not understand what it is,
what can he do?
And the vitarag Lords have instructed us not to be afraid
of the unfolding effects of the past karma (udayakarma). If it
bothers you the whole day, do not fear, because no one is at
fault in this.
Worrying is artadhyan
‘Rai matra vadha ghat nahi, dekhya keval gnan’
Not the slightest of change can occur in that which unfolds in
front of you, this ‘we’ have seen in Keval Gnan.
‘Teha nischay kar chodine, tyajee de artadhyan’
Therefore abandon the artadhyan with conviction.
Stop worrying, worrying is artadhyan. Whatever pleasure
(shata) and pain (ashata) this body has brought with it, will
unfold and you have no choice but to suffer through it. Therefore
do not see any faults in anyone and understand for once and for
all that bondage is due to your own faults. You cannot change
even an iota of that. You will not be able to make any changes
whatsoever so just continue taking the Lord’s name, ‘Jai
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Mahavir, Jai Mahavir’ or ‘Jai Shree Krishna, Jai Shree
Krishna’! Vitarag Lords are the only ones worthy of praise.
Questioner : Did God send all these worries and
problems?
Dadashri : Everyone gets whatever he or she trades for.
Everyone’s kadhee (a Gujarati dish made from yogurt and
chickpea flour) tastes different. The yogurt that people use to
make kadhee is bought from the shop, the spices are bought
from the store, the water is from the same water department and
yet everyone’s kadhee tastes different. Some people’s kadhee is
so bad that it cannot even go past your throat! The Lord tells
everyone, “Do the best you can. The control is in your hands.
There is no superior over you and no one to scold you and no
one to obstruct you. If you get scolded, or obstructed, it is
because of your own mistakes. Nobody is there to scold you if
you do not have any mistakes. There will be no superior to
scold you when your mistakes are destroyed. There will be no
one to obstruct or harass you.” You may ask the Lord, “Sir, you
have gone to moksha but what should I do when people steal
from me?” The Lord will tell you, “People do not steal. They
steal from you as long as your mistake is there. So destroy your
mistake.” Otherwise you have so much energy and power within
you that no one can bother you. Every jiva (embodied soul) has
brought with it independent energy. Every jiva is absolutely free
and independent. If you feel any dependency, if you feel
persecution at the hands of others, it is because of your own
mistakes. It is because of these mistakes that one has to become
someone’s son-in-law or father-in-law. This whole worldly
predicament is a result of your own mistakes. In reality there is
no one above you other than your own mistakes. Therefore,
destroy your old mistakes and do not allow new ones to occur.
A Gnani means the one who does not allow ignorance
(agnan) to enter. One should remain in dharmadhyan until he
attains Gnan (the Self). It is more than enough if you attain only
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dharmadhyan as defined by the Lord. When someone causes
you pain and suffering, or steals from you, if you accept the fact
that it is all due to the fruition of your own past karma, then
liberation is yours. Liberation is yours if you do not see others
at fault. But instead people do exactly what they are not
supposed to, they accuse others by saying: ‘He did this to me;
he stole from me, etc.’
To bite the nimit
When a mother-in-law makes her miserable, the daughter-
in-law does not look at her own faults but keeps blaming the
mother-in-law and finding faults with her. But if she had an
understanding of dharmadhyan, she would tell herself, “I am the
one at fault. It is because of my own karmas from my past life
that I have a mother-in-law like this. How come my friend’s
mother-in-law is so nice?” When other mothers-in-laws are so
nice, can she not understand that the fault lies with her? Why
else would she encounter a mother -in-law such as this one?
Questioner : Such problems occur because one has the
wrong vision (drashti).
Dadashri : No, it is not wrong vision but the fact is that
she has no awareness (bhan) at all. She does not know that
these are consequences of her own past karmas. She is only
seeing what is directly in front of her. She is accusing the nimit;
she should not accuse the mother-in-law because the mother-in-
law is just a nimit (the instrument, the vehicle through which her
karma is giving the effect). On the contrary, she should thank the
mother-in-law for releasing her from her karmas. How can you
become free from your karmas? It is when you do not see the
mother-in-law, the pickpocket, or someone who imposes
suffering upon you as being at fault at all; it is when you do not
fault them for their actions but accept and maintain the
awareness that you are being released from your own karma
through them. Otherwise that karma is not over, it has not been
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discharged. Here, seeing the mother-in-law at fault the daughter-
in-law will bind more karma even before the old ones discharge.
This is how people become more entangled as they increase
their karma, life after life. How can they become free from such
entanglements? There is nothing but entanglements all day long.
Animals do not have such entanglements. Only the
humans do and it is because they continue to create new ones.
Animals will run away if someone were to hurt them. They do
not stay and complain or accuse people that hurt them. They do
not have such intellect (buddhi). The humans have attained
intellect (buddhi) and they abuse it. On the contrary they
become more entangled. People create entanglements in the
very situation they are supposed to become free from. One
should become free from every karma. You should become free
from the entanglement of each of your karma. Every time the
mother-in-law abuses the daughter-in-law, the daughter-in-law
should seize the opportunity and become free from karma. What
should she do for that? She should not see the mother-in-law as
being at fault. If she sees her as the nimit and accepts that she
has come to her as a consequence of her past karma, she will
be freed from her karmas. But she will bind even more karma
if she sees her at fault, so what can God or anyone else do?
The Lord says, “Even if you bow down to my idol
everyday, until you attain ‘this’ understanding, it is like drinking
poison and therefore ‘we’ cannot tell you that you will get better
if you keep on drinking. Follow my agnas. Instead of
worshipping me, ‘we’ prefer that you follow ‘our’ agnas. You
worship everyday but you do not abide by a single word of
‘ours’ and that is tantamount to stepping on my tongue. Are you
not ashamed of that?” One would reply, “Sir, I did not realize that
I was stepping on your tongue.” And that is true. How is the poor
man to know that? He does what others do and no one has ever
explained things to him. How can he then turn himself around? He
can only do so if someone gives him the right understanding.