a story about a life quarter crisis

1. Oct 6th
, 2019
It has been a while, I got warn from my sister about her relationship with her
boyfriend going to the next level. Last year, she told me that she might be going to
engaged or married this year and she really hoped that I also got that. I meant she
really wanted me married first. In the deepest of my heart, I really want to make it
that way, so I would not be her barrier to married with her boyfriend because she got
the aged. I felt I failed to be the first born in my family. I should be the role model for
my sibling. Doing the right thing in the common time just like the others in the
community.
Actually, I am ok and fine If my sister gets married first. She deserves that. I just
think about my parent, they will be disappointed and feel that they failed to raise me as
a woman because I have not been married in this aged. Some of their friends already
had a grandson and granddaughter. My mon has retired and now she is getting confused
about how she will spend her day. She like have no goal. Just that in my mind.