The document is a blog post by Shannon Maxim about moving on from a past relationship that was "crappy". It includes a poem reflecting on finally being able to leave the relationship after years of pain and uncertainty. The poem expresses the narrator realizing they don't need to be "held down" by the other person anymore and can stand on their own. The blog post provides context that the relationship discussed ended years ago and the author is currently in a happy relationship.
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Moving On
by shannonmaxim | on November 19, 2012
Before I get phone calls and emails, let me say that this is not about my current relationship.
We are still together and happy.
I wrote this about leaving a crappy relationship (obviously) that I was in years ago.
2. It all makes sense now
Your games have come to life
I see I play the fool
3. I thought I played the wife
Hindsight’s 20/20
And I see it clearly now
This needed to happen
Someway, somehow
I loved you true
Right to the end
Now I’m unsure
Can we even be friends?
You’ve had my heart
For too many years
You had me unconditionally
While I had pain and tears
The tears gathered in a puddle
Around my feet
Liquid shackles so heavy
They made me weak
So heavy and burdened
My soul could’ve died
The hope of your love
Is what kept me alive
I’m drowning, can’t breathe now
With my last dying breath
I reach out to God
And say to myself
“No more can you hurt me”
My eyes can now see
“No more will I cry for you”
And now I can breathe
“No more will I wait”
Slowly I can move
“No more will I need you”
I’ve got something to prove
“No more will you use me”
I can stand on my own
“I will not be held down
By the chances that you’ve blown”
The shackles are broken
The tears have all dried
My prayers are answered
4. I feel better inside
I may start at the bottom
But I’ll fight my way through
Don’t you worry about me
You’ve got plenty to do
You made this bed
And in it you’ll lie
This is my way
Of saying Goodbye
This entry was posted in Poetry, Random
Tags: breaking up, independent, leaving, love, pain, relationships, strength, strong
About T he Author: shannonmaxim
I am a 29 year old mother of two girls. My oldest is 13 years old and my youngest is
an 8 year old angel in heaven. Our family has been through hell and back and my goal
is to make the rest of our lives easier because we've had enough hard. Time to shine