Domestic abuse, or Domestic Violence, is a scourge world-wide. It destroys families, relationships and communities. Typically, the public is presented with physical abuse as the main parameter of Domestic Violence - blood and bruises - but there is another form of abuse that is hidden, leaves no physical scars but is even more decimating. This is Domestic Violence from prolonged Narcissistic Abuse. This is a personal story of the pernicious nature of Narcissistic Abuse which can, over time, lead to brain trauma or injury. A cautionary tale of our time.
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When Narcissistic Abuse is Domestic Violence: "Why didn't you leave?" -Things I wish I'd known by Jeni Mawter
1. When Narcissistic Abuse
is Domestic Violence
“Why didn’t you leave?”
Things I Wish I’d Known
By Jeni Mawter
2. Power and Control
Narcissistic abuse
is the intentional construction
of a false perception
of someone else's reality
by an abuser
for the purposes of
controlling them.
Domestic Violence
is a pattern
of assaultive and coercive
behaviours
in which an individual
establishes and maintains
power and control
over another
within the context
of a personal relationship.
4. Liar, Liar
“It’s not that bad.”
“I’m fine.”
“They don’t mean it.”
I wish I had
known that the
greatest lies
would be told
by myself.
5. I wish I’d known I was destined to be a target
Attachment Theory Personality Traits
Empathetic
Tender-hearted
Caring and kind
Hyper-sensitive
Nurturing
Trustworthy
Idealistic
Naïve
Deep thinker
Compassionate
6. I wish I’d known when you leave an abusive
relationship life gets much, much worse
The Divorce Process
7. I wish I’d known NO-ONE would believe me
(With Disbelief there’s No Validation)
8. The Fallacy of Motivational Quotes
There is freedom waiting for you, on the
breezes of the sky.
”What if I fall?”
“Oh, My Darling,
What if you fly?”
By Erin Hanson
9. Before leaving I wish I’d known
the power carried by ATE words
dominATE
denigrATE
subjugATE
alienATE
obliterATE
humiliATE
mediATE
decimATE
invalidATE
negATE
violATE
dissociATE
ruminATE
isolATE
10. I wish I’d known that Chronic Covert Narcissistic Abuse
would gave me a Brain Injury: Fight, Flight, Faun or Freeze
My Post Trauma Brain Injury:
- Dysphasic
- Dyspraxic
- Dysarthric
- Anomia
- Visual Agnosia
- Memory Loss
- Executive Functioning Loss
- Poor Concentration
- Poor Problem Solving
11. Me then … Me now… Still can’t read a book
Author – Picture Books, Junior Fiction, Young Adult
Fiction, Novels and Short Stories, Poems, Non-Fiction
Education Resources, Academic Articles
University Tutor and Lecturer – Sydney University and
Macquarie University
NSW Premier Literary Award’s Panel Chair and Judge
for Young Adult Fiction
Public Speaker for several Speaker’s Agencies
Speaker and Workshop Presenter at the Sydney Writer’s
Festival
Inaugural Presenter for Literature Live!
School Workshop Presenter
Transmedia Creator – Kiss Kill!
Critical Thinker – Critically Thinking about Humour and
Text series
Creative Writing Teacher at the Australian Writer’s
Centre
Australian Society of Authors Guideline Presenter
Presenter at the NSW Writer’s Centre
Media Officer for NSW State Emergency Service
12. The pain of Cognitive Dissonance
Two
Conflicting
Realities
BUT
No Truth
13. I wish I’d known about the Trauma Approach to
Treating Narcissistic Abuse
Traditional Approach
“You have a Mental Health Disorder: Major
Depression/Major Anxiety.”
“Take these tablets for your illness for the
rest of your life.”
(Disempowering, No Hope)
Trauma Approach to Narcissistic Abuse
“You have a PERFECTLY NORMAL response to a
MindFuck situation.”
Leave the situation and you will get better.
(Empowering, Gives Hope)
15. I wish I’d heard of Existential Loss
Loss of my SELF and my WORLD
the loss of past ways of being-in-
the-world
the loss of embodiment
the loss of my mind
the loss of my past, present and
future
the loss of hope
the loss of self-worth
the loss of trust
the loss of self-esteem
the loss of beliefs
the loss of my profession
the loss of my perceptions
the loss of emotions through
“numbing” and “shutdown”
the loss of my value systems
the loss of my spirit or SOUL
the loss of relationships with family,
friends and community
the loss of love
the loss of acceptance by self and
others
the loss of kindness
the loss of my State Emergency
Service community work
16. I wish I’d known NO-ONE understands this
trauma unless they have personal experience
I did not expect to be
traumatized over and over
and over again by very
people I turned to for help:
- General practitioners
- Psychiatrists
- Psychologists
- Anxiety Clinics
- Trauma Clinics
- Mental Health Hospitals
https://blogs.psychcentral.com/recovering-narcissist/2018/10/gaslighting-survivors-
of-narcissists-and-narcissistic-abuse/#.XtCLSF7D6fk.email
17. I wish I’d known that “Narcissistic Abuse Victim
Syndrome is Like Being in a Cult” Article by Kristen Milstead, 2019
https://fairytaleshadows.com/narcissistic-abuse-victim-syndrome-like-being-in-a-cult/
1. Supply/Admiration
2. Enabling
3. Abuse-by-Proxy
- Ostracizing
- Shaming
- Smear Campaign
- Verbal Abuse
- Hoovering
- Sabotage
recovery
- Spying and
reporting back
18. I wish I’d known how BETRAYED I’d feel
NOTE: Betrayers evade accountability
Betrayed by:
Ex-Partner
Family
Friends
Psychologists
Psychiatrists
Trauma Clinics
Anxiety Clinics
SELF
Betrayal is a Trigger:
Is felt deep in your gut
Creates Anxiety and Fear
Leads to deep Fatigue
Creates mental chaos
Decimates your World View
Annihilates your emotions
Makes you hypervigilant
Destroys Trust
Robs you of your sleep
19. I wish I knew how excruciatingly painful
Triggering from Complex PTSD is
When I trigger I feel like I have been
whipped on the outside as well as
whipped on the inside
I experience debilitating severe nerve
pain
The pain is felt in every molecule of my
body, even in my teeth and bones
After Extreme Pain there is Extreme
FATIGUE – exhausting
Being in a state of Extreme Pain
increases my risk for other health
problems
Sometimes I can’t stop Shaking
20. I wish I knew that the personality traits ideal for
exploitation were also the traits that would ensure my
survival and triumph. Thanks Dr Sandra L. Brown
Personality Super Traits of Narcissist’s Targets:
Extraversion and Excitement Seeking. NOT co-
dependents.
Relationship Investment. Great emotional,
spiritual, physical, financial investments in any of
her relationships, not just the intimate ones.
Attachment. Deep bonding capacity.
Competitive. Not the co-dependent type.
Low Harm Avoidance. Doesn’t expect to be
hurt, sees others through who she is.
Cooperation. Hyper-empathy.
Responsibility and Resourcefulness.
22. What I wish YOU had known…
When someone tells you they don’t feel safe, believe them.
When someone says a relationship makes them uncomfortable,
believe them.
When someone says they feel like “I’m going crazy”, look for a
Narcissist.
Narcissists know what they’re doing. Abuse that is targeted is
abuse by choice.
Narcissistic Abuse is HIDDEN abuse.
Covert Narcissistic Abuse is hidden abuse over a long period of
time.
23. What I wish YOU had known…
Check all facts. Only believe what is verifiable.
Perpetrators Deny, then Deny, then Deny.
When someone leaves a relationship completely broken and the
other resumes a normal life, look for a Narcissist.
Narcissists play the part of The Victim elicit sympathy.
Narcissists use Smear Campaigns as weapons.
Narcissists isolate to silence their targets.
Targets are always saying ”Sorry!” - even when they haven’t done
anything wrong.
24. What I want YOU to know
Kindness is an ACTION, not an intention