Fragments dialogues whit my fhater by iten mario mendoza camacho free digital version

FRAGMENTS: DIALOGUES WHIT MY FHATER / ITEN MARIO MENDOZA CAMACHO
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Instruments connected to my chest, hands and head were ringing more alarm car hit an anvil and just felt in the chest, and there was no pain, but could not breathe Doctor! In calm tone more disconcerted nurse said: No more stabilized Ten milligrams? I felt another fine picket left-arm vein came a strange numbness oppression and all the sounds on that emergency room became very distant, stopped importing my senses were on full alert, even when I saw the mask oxygen that put me in the face, it seemed that I no longer needed anything, seeing the doctor's hands on my chest and not feel what I was doing and understand why anxiety was gone, nothing bothered me and the air and not missing.
So How I got here?God!I'm dying! What served all? Yes nothing changed - respiré deep resigned to it were my last breath And to me why lie to me? I - Escuché- With half-closed eyes turned around and there was nobody on that emergency room, a tear closed my eyes again, thinking: It can not be that this is the end God, how I missed! Now you know, that's what matters to listen--Volví realizing I was asleep or perhaps dead.
Divine Father not play me I implore! Yes indeed are You let me see. You have always done But he answered not with the eyes, seeing is just a basic way of feeling, do not ask what your reason does not understand, or disclose your senses so you do not have the ability to know, I'm for you now and always; the human being is to feel each breath and how each life ebbs, so do not fear, what you call death is the eternal reminder of the importance of life.
Quiet! All anxiety is not caused by death if not by the waste of life he went every beat is a "tic-tac" that does not really matter rather than boost the verb in a perpetual and infinite system, but that gives you the sense of urgency necessary to the existence and drives him to action, as eternity is nothing but I can dwell.

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How easy you put -Reproché- You who are God eternal Why should you understand the mortality of life?You talk about what you do not know! And that, apart from unfair is arrogant. Hahahaha I'm a million times more deadly than you, as much as every being that breathes and beats in harmony with the universe! Die and reborn millions of times every day, every minute, every second; but do not be fool, who speaks not even understand what you're Pará Is this you called me? To listen How pathetic complaints that we will be the talk? What a waste do not you think?
I felt so beautiful shame before him and his mockery was a warm invitation of love that took me away from my tragic lament, I wanted to hold on to my temper tantrum in my right but not left me rather because I did not let go repelling. Hahahaha be dying to have a lot of energy in your claims, why you argue How much you want to convince? would be good to apply that passion to another cause, such as perhaps continued to live in such a beautiful mockery You will not die, do not flatter yourself, who has not had the courage to live life will never be ready to leave, it's like school, who fails a subject must repeat as many times as necessary, as simple and ugly you're failing! you have not had the courage, always wondering what you live, looking quite conveniently, instead of asking what do towards making it with joy and love.
Love! Serve as much if I know I'm a beast, but once loved and she showed me the difference between a beast and a monster This life is nothing but a relentless hunt! now will leave me with the story of humility, sacrifice, give everything that speech and kindly face the difficulties of life, because this is a race in which you should always go after your dreams and your sorrows before All that cheap motivation of those who believe serve only to go to church every Sunday or who only remember you when they need it! Right?

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Hahahaha What are fun! The speech you're giving you, certainly "screwed" as you say they are mine, so I'm here and now you, you need me more than anyone in a church are and are not a beast They do not complain ! complain about having loved no matter result is the saddest of all the cries for I have shared my best ability and do not enjoy.
Yes, I know, always distracted on his mind always forgetting that night listening to the heart, so my insomnia, not wanting to sleep my reason, I did not feel the emptiness and claim my being; I suffered and I had not the courage to face it, I preferred to stay in hibernation the heart, but I did not become bad because when good stop being a evil You lose an angel and the sky a star, no matter what kind-heartedness ever must cease to shine, and ... Sorry! that disrupts your poetic monologue Hahahaha-again that beautiful laugh but it's always the same, ahhh ... How You love to talk about stars and angels when they are not able to be still not fully human! That is the task here and now, concentrate on it, and stop acting compose castles in the air.
Good, but ... that's nothing! You are human, nothing more, do not learn the multiplication tables or and now I want to talk about trigonometry The only equation Hahahaha, I'm true and perfect! It is good then make fun of me, I would be a great mathematical physicist to express myself properly, but I feel you and is more accurate than any mathematical operation.Wow! Until you said something worthwhile indeed feel is the purpose, or understand me explain foolish, those of whom you speak not make me laugh if not sorrow, your confusion is fine or elaborate his lie makes them closer to my grace, however, because they feel terrified, because they know so much and cling to this miserable building without being able to understand that by not releasing drown, they suffer from a sad crazy, talk to themselves, they ask and answer themselves without accommodate me, while ensuring that they are my closest.

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Then, talk to you is wasting time right? Do not worry the only time you lose you! Hahaha ... why you punish us both in this life father? Yes it is a test, then it is unnecessary or only shows your insecurity and cruelty Is maybe a sadomasochistic way to find joy in the suffering? Why would punish them, yes that you yourselves are responsible; talk to me is a necessity not only who feels me, like everything human, whether speaking or any form of expression by sublime enough, as the arts are no more than a desperate cry of his own being to find out what can only be reflected therein; everything has to be built for this purpose, although they say that is in my name and glory, well you know it's name, fear and builders own vanity.
But the word is important, how else could communicate or convey emotions if we did not have that capability Tell me? This "capacity" You invented to fill a growing disability: no longer able to love. His language and forms of communication are used for convenience, to satisfy desires and ambush lies, therefore love is silent as every good word, you could write a thousand books, even the most wise, caulking so beautiful and profound words and all, be well understood or implemented, they will always be summarized by one: Love. okay you could do with losing speech and regain his humanity, stop talking and start loving.
But You gave us that ability despise Why?No sir! I created, so You can create and develop their own capabilities, and will build on a whim; they call it evolution or scientific progress, you build your own figures and scenarios, I have nothing to do with it, I do not speak on my creations creations everyone to bring their credit and responsabilidad.------------------------------------------ ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ------

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You are the first human then yes made us in your image and likeness What else can understand? Hahahaha is that You always understand what they want and they reason why they do not feel! They need an accomplice and the brain is the perfect go-between, in the heart where I have played them ever find truth, although they are unable to feel or even understand Who told you that you are in my image and likeness? I created them, it is true, but not so, nor have my image and my likeness are much less are my reflection is different, my exhaled breath, part of me also true, but to create one gives a way love is freedom, as if the dream of a dream we spoke, you belong to me and no law but love in his heart, self-determination.
So you allow so much evil and injustice in this world, why we are on our own then why it so?Ah that fool you! I do not allow anything You do; I do not care because its not really there or what happens in it why would you import something that is not true? They want to believe that life came to suffer to justify their own injustice and wickedness, as if it were one of my design, I have in my mouth at all times repeating "It is the will of God" is yours when you governing such a world, it's a bad dream, you who are mine.
So all that's true tale of conscience and free will to what is summarized existence, if you do not intervene What are you doing here? That pregúntatelo You, your dream is not mine, it only can you believe that I answer your questions, as so many have said that I have revealed to them. Ahhh ... It's a dream no more and my conscience is talking ... You you feel?Well yes you're here! So to ask? It is the only way, not because it is a dream, is a stadium would not understand, but for this intersection to turn off your brain, so before your mental construct these "unconscious" but in reality they more aware and awake than ever, but so let's leave it, it's a dream, as it is not labeled shall cease to have real effects.

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Well, fuck! So they will say that this talk was just a dream or a result of fever. Lol what? anyway never really believe what they "say" and always at your convenience interpret my existence, do not worry, you will never believe, in the end, maybe what I said I did you and vice versa, I do not speak well as none of you I could talk to the other animals in their language, we feel and understand at times, but nothing more; I am here because I felt for a moment and now you do not believe neither you, since you need the validation of others to believe it is true and because you felt.
So what if you have to ... Hey! I'm not here to reveal the secrets of the universe, then you're part of it to be part of me, you're part of the secret and do not feel it is the real question; when a being content with the universe, it ceases to have secrets from him; yes I am your Father Divine's because You feel my son would not be contrary, since nothing that is comprehensive of its parts can be fully understood by one of them, which corresponds to only settle for that However, what you feel and accordingly exist, a situation that certainly is not humanity in modern and therefore its confusion, emptiness and insatisfacción.--------------------------------------------------------------------- ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ----
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Love, love!I'm sick of that word! Yes I know, now that I feel hate the word, with the same intensity that love him pronounce and even those who do not have poems and love there is only one way to have truly: Being part of Him, there is no way to you feel or be part of the joy.Not true! You mention these facts to generate hatred and revenge. Indeed, in a first step, such as manure as fertilizer, that happens all the time you are desperate, but trust me, all these facts as you call them, are actually seeds, delayed some more than others, but without exception intended to germinate in feelings that drive them only path that can not be otherwise my son Ya do not be stubborn! For me you understand, love is the real Ley de Herodes, sooner or later, and we agreed that the time is not important, each and every one of you have to move on it, no matter how many lives occupy or how much damage cause, that's something I have no control, how and when to do so, if the result is to be divine but not imperative, but they will will! As I am who I am.
But that's terrible! If everyone would know you do not care its actions would not have fear of God as told my Great Grandmother, if already in this world there is so much evil and injustice How could subsist faith, hope in a better future to know what now you tell me? Ahhh ... Mecca grandmother saw me fall as well! But though very wise, too wrong, you should not fear me because freedom have given them and with it the responsibility for their actions, is why they should be feared themselves because only you will have to have effect the consequences, never mi; Be honest, your story is not very consistent to say about the fear of God as you say you actually would rather be a constant insubordination and defiance, which amuse me because they are like mad dogs biting its own tail, I am waiting , I told you, I have all eternity and a little more, I shall get tired and hurt every last one of you own free will, no matter how much you have barked or bitten .---------
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It is ... Like a magnet, no need to call, just all the pieces are and conform to its rightful place, property or cohesiveness is not in the magnet my son, but in each of the pieces, by millions and even or small they may be infinite; That guarantees that I am who I am and everything that attracted me feel obligated but not part of my creation How do you think they would react if I "unleash my fury" as many want? Punishing what you call sin and all that You have defined as offenses against me; simply lose its existence the fundamental purpose, freedom lost my son, condemning them to an eternity of real shame to not be deprived of divine beauty conferred you call will, like a thin layer of dew my creative spirit soaked up my strength so that all that is and even what is not.
Absorbed breath that ceased to be mine Do you understand? Ask why force is unnecessary because I have given, should only feel it, run it at will to make things happen and be. In this force you but unfortunately not always the willingness to exercise the will and want to do their job I do not always mi hijito! I repeat, everyone is responsible for his actions and thus his own existence.

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We're so bad right? I feel that the more lights turn on again we turn off father, we are consuming in an intimate sunset, everything seems to flourish and progress in the light of science or technology is actually a sad vestige of our being that is left in darkness, if glitters is because it taps into that essence, as an oil lamp.
Do not get bogged down, that fuel is infinite, it will allow them to go come take few wrong paths and as the time we have been not matter, the result is as I told you, my son safe; the fat of their intelligence transform science and technology thrives not only emotional obesity that you generate with your wishes and is also required m'son everything has a purpose for me! To me everything is useful to me because everything is in my service, even the so hates for you daughters of globalized modernity, make no mistake, they also serve to me.
But we are destroying the planet That serves you? being more selfish, apathetic and indifferent to never How can we regain the right way? Hahahaha're just creating my son certainly bad creations, more errors than trials, but because of them will progress to where they should not really have to worry, your planet and the entire universe will explode or shaped differently and even made forming dust you follow the right figures and serving my purpose, iron filings follow the magnet invariably remember? Either way does not matter because all alike are mine, mine care purpose.
Ummm ... What's that got to do with me? I'm not iron, I'm flesh and blood so your example does not apply the magnet. Hahahaha You say? So what goes through you blood iron is not right?You talk because you mouth son! In You constantly circulate throughout your body metals of which I am good for the tiny pieces come together by a force field of electromagnetic type for a change, you do not understand, but you feel it and respond to his call is what

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matter; I have endowed especially infinitely tougher and stronger than titanium or adamantine microscopic particle.
Since we both like motorcycles tell you I put the carburetor called heart, through which all the blood is constantly enriched, allowing them, although of delicate constitution, to shield your heart be more than ferrous creators, capable of any imaginable and virtually indestructible feat for any adversity to properly comply with it; the joke is that thanks to that capability more turnings magnetization occurs as a whole, so their life is one crushing sorrows and everything you call injustice or evil, is only part of this electromagnetic process need to strengthen the capacity of answer the call of the universe, which as I stay clear is merely a small cog in one of my watches.
Then take him to piss all! With that thought just what matter if the planet at this very moment with an atomic bomb Not? Hahaha But no! It does not matter, you cling to your form, but believe me, they will return to form and will do for all eternity if necessary Ya!Do not do drama! Everything is always good, no really another form of something is rather than as it should be, a reflection of me, that is good! See how easily then will not do anything because it is useless! Anyway it will be as you want right? Ohhh That mule're serious! Hahaha I told you here is not to like! You can do what you like, but the end result is the same Hahahaha ... I do not want anything big head! I need not want, even if it hurts your vanity does not want you or any other living being.
How, then loving God does not exist? Hahahaha You propose you choke with laughter! Right? Love need You my son, not I, because I'm at its best and purest expression, I do not need anything, much less of myself and do not talk of that infamy they call love, result of his fear , selfishness and insecurity.

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But then congruencia¡ You have not told me you love as the most important and now you tell me ... Shhht! He who has spoken is You do not have the slightest idea what is consistency, sometimes you're part of it when you feel the call settling for your universe and therefore me, consistency is actually more like what you understand by now confuse identity with equality; that is why they say to my image, but through me make sense of identity should not be confused with a sense of equality; but insist on debating something like what you call mathematics, which by the way is not my language, I understand it because for you believe it does not make it mine, much less that he meet all phenomena the universe, if those go, maybe metallurgy can approach a little bit, it's just a very basic language that assigned them to engage in some communication with the universe, communication high that by the way, because the main route is in itsThere dwells heart microscopic grain or particle of that iron dust, stars or divine spark! As you wish to tell.
Yet they cling to such subsidiary or secondary codes and so limited feel like see with their eyes, afraid to use their main means of communication forms, since it imposes feelings contrary to his wishes and is easier understood Me with the science, but science is nothing more than a demented creation that always ends up talking to myself for not accepting their ridiculous and miserable existence borders.
So do not put words in my like all horned up! Hahaha ... I do not speak the same language that I understand yours is different; want to talk about math and you can not even put two and two, love and do not know what that means just want to talk! It's what they do best already, but definitely tell you that we are talking about very different things that have nothing to do with each other, like love, is something very different from what you want to understand And not ask me how indeed it is! Because you is not going to say or rather to

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repeat, and you have it in front of you because they feel inside and still not understand what is the purpose of your run.
Father, yes talk is one of the most precious gifts you have given us is ... how epale my guy! Would I gave it gift wrapped with ribbon? Hahahaha No son! Speaking is only one of its infinite capabilities which have been limited; I repeat itself -tea you have wanted to do the accessory essential and inconsequential determination is not my own design, there are actually more effective to communicate or convey feelings that talking ways, making it one of them, the action is a very effective language, but requires will and consistency, not rhetoric or good intentions Shares son! Make these are your words; underprivileged are created, everything in the universe has a language, even the stones speak with each other and with the universe as a whole, just not there any animal that has been in love with his voice as the men and women who have made lions vulgar and senseless roar.
Hahahaha What happened stubborn? Got your tongue mouse? Words have thorns As hard swallow! ¿M'son Truth?Yaaa!That's called Bulling! Hahahaha You're the big, everything you can, what you know and have fun with me happy I was, it did not matter what was said, only spoke anxiety, fear that such a beautiful meeting concluded, every cell of my humanity wished to continue before him and the dream ended or disclosure because he had never felt so light in my heart, but so much so that spilled from his eyes, to shine each and every one of my teeth in a smile, well ... could not describe what it feels like to be happy and happy; but I understood that there was such a need, we were in a very short time but in an eternal moment and divine moment, I needed to say a word, because everything, everything was feeling.
I thought you loved to be your most beautiful creation, made in your image and likeness, all the talk of marketing fanning us in any church to hold our

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insecurity and arrogance by paying a tithe, you and our need for justification our actions, so many times I thought we actually believe that the devil or fallen angel The most beautiful! Had to be, for it was nothing more than our reflective, at least how we saw: The most beautiful thing created by you, who love you most, but those who betray you more and suffering eternally for our own faults; really feel that we are not the work of your love, but your humility, if you had both then.
Is that not explain how else can tolerate such defective work father! Ummm ... because you're not as menso after all horned Hahahaha ... Actually yes my love be measured by its parameters, you would be actually the most faulty of my works, as even a stone has more intelligence for its consistency in life; maybe in some twisted way, like you, I love how they want to end, as a child you love with down syndrome, only that their disability is more severe than a brain: is emotional and spiritual. For me you understand, in this analogy, you are special to me precisely because it is the opposite of perfection, their disability is that I am very attentive to their rehabilitation exercises that your life is shaped, in that context, yes they are my most beautiful and special children.
If then we are about emotional imbeciles or spiritual retarded, I do not know ... But with all our intelligence, we we spent doing pure crap in life, getting hurt and hurting others, I think it is because of fear, emptiness and despair of not feeling what we're meant to feel, not knowing that we ourselves have changed the frequency, the transmission is continuous and awaits our reception at all times; we let ourselves to go after reflexes, so we become a reflection of our parents, a reflection of our environment and even fashion, because we have lost the sight of our essence and we deny our inner self, thinking that watching others and by imitation or by making a stupid need to get that acceptance achieve harmony called happiness, and how much is something called success.

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Now that I'm with you Father I feel like a child and not you ask why, if I do not I'll tell you, so do not say I'm pure ask.Oops!What a thrill! See, enlighten me, you have my stubborn attention ... do not already then mock, I have the security of what I feel and I know that goes without saying but I'm human, I'm your son and I need your smile, your approval, I feel bad because it is not finding your way, presence and grace find joy and meaning of life.Orale! Are you cleared the stubborn, well my guy What else?
I also know that you say to me to note that I'm sorry, it's not my head that is clearing me, but my heart was cleared of all doubt, all insecurity, all fear and understand that the kids are so near not because you are angels, they are, but because they are born knowing nothing and feeling everything as fresh pintaditos as a brand new motorcycle that has no dust or mud on the fenders, allowing you to look and get fully rays sun in its journey.That poetic! Hahahaha ... As you know, I too like motorbikes, actually did his life thinking of a good shot Really? Well, I know not, but it looks so much and I feel, so I do not answer ... Hahaha Now that I shut you!If you want I'll leave you alone to keep you comfortable talking! Hahahaha ... We smile for the first time the two in peace, rather than God and mortal, father and son, as friends.
You know I seem crazy most of the time when ... look? Hahahaha I were watching -we briefly in silence, but with a knowing smile as if remembering a good joke Well, I am then! Hahaha ... When I speak to my thinking, just looking at the trees, the breeze caressing them, feeling the wind flying birds and the sun that permeates all alike with his warmth that is pure energy, light and life; but never, but I always felt, answer me with words like now, you're like the joke that says talk to the dead but they answer is something else! Why did not you do it? Because you never give the signals that you desperately ask Father when we are overwhelmed? Because ... Do not tell me, because I feel it now! Because we are your signal, your light and because it treats them

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to please What's not?Told you now I tell you! Hahaha ... Ummm!What a good boy! You applied ... Want your star on the horned forehead? Hahahaha ... The truth: Yesss! Hahahaha.
Okay passes mad that they and the children are not questioned or evaluated by the rigorous and inflexible reason for that parameter so its great thinkers called critical thinking or logical-scientific reasoning, simply because in their vain greatness need feel benevolent and see them as incompetent and stupid as poor and for that reason do not hold more than the worth of his contempt and derision, to explain what we are unable to accept: they are myopic pitiful and pathetic but strong tyrants only look distorted than they are not having the ability to feel what really reflects, hate both reflected his spiritual imbecility, rare in you, it is easier to say that idiots and fools are those who are not subject to its rules and live within its laws or parameters.
Yes Father, I know, try to convince the true madness, for such a thing is not possible, nothing can convince it otherwise arranged and shaped to feel intimate with that something else is convenience, suggestion or taxation; gave us a little understanding and we now want to sell ice cream snowman and trompudos cochis Us! In our entire history as humanity if the case have heard a couple of words in your mouth, so to speak, and sad parrots repeating what limited learned awkwardly believe that divine compose symphonies.
However ... I feel that pleases you! see how we sell or give water to thirsty you! You're the divine source from which all springs and even nowhere So sometimes I feel you're a woman! What else could love so much while being so despicable? Only a woman can do, to love even the object of his love being so flawed, men are proud, we are warriors, strong and robust children.

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Only a woman loves a child so intensely by their weaknesses and shortcomings, only they are grown with dedication and humility before what puts us on our knees in a fetal position or plane and only they have a sense of humor so beautiful and cruel like yours ... Now if you the m'son flew! Lol Of course I am female! As I also am a man, lion and lamb, the river and stone; I am what I am; I like your mother what you said, you who always feel so abandoned, or because you left me waiting for me to bring that one caress ... ashhh!Not me you go psychological issues dating Father! I you know what I am and why, even if you are God, my life, remember? will not talk about it to change it or convince me otherwise, I do not need therapy about cabezón Strongly agree! These more serious for such a superficial remedy Solito Hahaha ... Ummm I applied it right?You've said that someone out there! Hahaha ... Just need love and ... Wait!I know, do not tell me! Do I need you? I asked ironically containing a bitter tear stale claim-You need cabezón you! I am for you today and forever, for all eternity and a little more, I told you, but I can not be in force or where you were, in your heart.
Quite simply, to enter claim to be invited, otherwise it would be like a raid, is my requirement for someone to open me your being, no matter other than the door, even window, with a slight crack, a small tear enough, I am extremely flexible'd be surprised!I say cold I strain as Mecca Grandma! Hahahaha ... Now wipe that face sheepskin half to death and cry once! It's what you want, do not expect a formal invitation or writing my stubborn part ... Hahaha - just listening to her beautiful smile because my eyes were flooded so so warm and beautiful that I do not know how long they always overflowed with his hand on Thank you Father my head was something that embarrassed me so much to do, please ... Na, na, na! A thank me that I did not do anything, not my will was not the work, but for yours, agradécete you for letting me feel and invited to spend.

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? Now what do I have to be religious or read a holy book because they Hahaha you a stubborn donkey just got to be you Though you are no longer as before, you should always just be yourself and everything will be fine!!; read what you want to read if you feel that I am there for so it must be, I told you what my language and what I recommend you practice, how you do not care, not even the result, while you sit down and do it for good, I do not I am franchise or flag anyone, everyone is responsible for themselves, there is no nation or kingdom where they can be saved if they are not by themselves and if so there is no procedural requirement to subtract them from my grace, I do not understand religions but suppose that all are equal if they meet what they preach and not the true purpose of many.
But they say that Jesus is ... Shhht!Do not get in over my big head sticks! Then to kill so they do not understand but feel the need to own my Self! They call the Word, and the Word Grace, no matter if you do not feel that I who has his; So with these issues and names better go carefully, go through crazy not to be tried and sentenced by men better let what I say: For me there is only children or older siblings, all are equal in this respect, that I have some sense is like no other, they have made special, limited edition tell you, but it was through the work of His will, not mine; none of you has ever been created nor different powers or special powers, different from yours, it's my word, you are same to anyone Whatever you call it! and that is or was like you, the difference lies in the course of life and will, in the intensity and joy with which everyone ran their formation with my Self, not all are so willing but anyone can be if you really feel the called and endeavors in that way.
So do not complicate things, I did not write any book I gave, maybe I inspired, but these will, all that I inspire to be receptive; all this has been the best of fools like you stubborn, so they felt in the heart, where I certainly have intervention and often contradictory, weak briefs to the critical analysis of reason, low gloss and no value literary, going through trash in the eyes of those who are full of it.

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But it often happens that the false with the passage of time so called sacred for its antiquity, and because it was intentional and beautifully crafted by the council of great minds, convenient reasons that are clones retouched my image, being outside in its purpose to mine; you'll notice quite simply because they serve at the convenience of those who support those who seek to impose and prevail as I said even at the expense of the blood of all mankind, so are people afraid stubborn, careful there, that are so crooked, that first and then crucify worship.
No one has the ability to hear my word to monopolize much less the authority to write saying that I wish a particular truth, because if I do not impose mine's mine! Who are they, whoever they are, to do it in my name? I have no speech and my power support than love, we have already agreed not to understand in its pure and infinite dimension, just to feel what is theirs and settle from his tiny existence to be part of the universe.
If a parent, but you're here and I see you can not process your image, I'm so me and I can not even describe your smile, holding you in front, so I know ... That I'll say I No! Then say I put the words in your mouth, I had not the courage to pronounce me, so I'll tell you: All images are as false and wrong as religions that deal with them, and those that impose no images are even worse, because through rites, words or symbols promoting the distraction of those who desperately need to give meaning to his life, believing that any importance or place have, as they are unable to be found by, for and themselves, feel that their sentences are not the result of their actions but a test or called your and suddenly everything in their lives but you're such a sick way, as those who can not assert themselves and stick to the existence of someone else;!'re in their readings, in his words, empty and frightened all his life, but they are not in your heart, for it put you insist.

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I feel that you do not need to be served but we serve ourselves to poderte truly serve, you want me to praise and glorify not pronounce your name but executing it, not like cowards, fearful children glued to your lap pretending that everything is sin or live in your grace for repeating as alienated any text or meet certain rites, as above, as the symbols does not really have any meaning or power, rather than those who need or want to grant them based on our needs in this power play, simulation and justification What is life right? Yes, although that was not worth what you have said, was vanity Hahahaha ... you know you're right and you want credit for what is not? Hahaha why do you ask me what you know ... Dad is just so you know you stubborn! Hahahaha ...
You are the prime example of the type of action to which then call them selfless love, heroic courage or holy goodness, actually very few of their actions have human disinterest sticking to mine; give or do always have a result and they are always planned or expected a greater or lesser extent, so do not try to do without expecting anything, but waiting for the right thing.
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That shame is only human and redeeming all that let us be, we have the patience or mean faith that will germinate in love consequential actions that have no doubt that you will be able to generate; From the foregoing I contend that we are not the work of your love if your humility, your faith, your hope, even if you tell me you are who you are, divine, eternal rest, I need to feel you have that faith, that hope us, because I already do not have it ... If I have a big head, I have faith in you, you believe it, I have faith in you ...
For I have seen so much in so little Father, this world is a fratricidal war without mercy, without pity, where death is the least of the sufferings, so much blood, so much pain, so much pain that I can not wear this uniform and hopefully can not find the sense of justice anywhere, not worth anything and life, sometimes I feel that everyone is guilty, that there is no innocence and goodness, I feel that everything is useless ... So you feel now and therefore all others will feel to you and reflects, comply accordingly, but I will say that I never felt as strong as when I demanded payment, you have the grace to

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turn your complaints into prayers and very effective by the way, why you always generated force to change that which gave rise to them.
You are a warrior of mine Already you forget? Therefore we uniformaste and you've started, do saved so many, that at some point should be yours turn and that has come, do not be alarmed now not to feel satisfaction savior and if account despair of those who oppressed is helped now I'm the police I pigheaded! Now you're the girl in a floor clutching the lifeless mother body, now I feel what you then, to see these helpless, needy eyes and that fragile little body bent by fear and did everything necessary and did not allow evil and saw that abducted girl rescued by fire and sword, and saw that girl abused and persecuted relentlessly to arrest the assailant, so you see I headed, with love I'm here for you and there will be you can avoid protect you now that you need not fear, you've already overcome the shame of your tears the one with which I could not impose my will on this matter further.
Dad ... all that, I did it for vanity, because I felt invincible, a knight in shining armor who received the awards and honors glad I did not because I know good! ... Yes I know, you did a proper name with my name on the lips, but what you did not know in those moments is that while it was a vanity who received the rewards and pride alpha male which was fed, were not the source of such actions, for you only know the strength of your muscles and the certainty of your weapon now that the body has collapsed begin to know your true strength, its legitimate source; Because it is not the hand holding the sword or throw the spear, let alone who raises as many times as necessary or stop doing it if my son, if not the heart, no matter the strength of the arm without the will .
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even despite all your flaws, so do not compare with lions or other fierce , those actually flee face when doing so, destroy who hurt them if they can actually see nobility in them because as a symbol reflect what in you is opaque, it is true that men and women injured pleasure but also stay of duty or sacrifice for what they believe, such is the strength of the light reflected in his being; is all that matters, do not then torment by the size of their shadows, because they are simply proportional demonstration of its capabilities, that although the process can hurt, we've already agreed that eventually do what they should in this regard, rejoice, the greater the ability to see in your similar damage must understand that when they decide to build will equal love.
I understand, I've always thought that the size of the capabilities are the actions and yes they are good or bad and it's a matter of determination, the finish you choose them, so I know that you never bless anything, bread even, then your blessings are our actions ... So mere stubborn! Never tell even brother who I bless you if your intentions and actions are not governed by love and goodwill, for indeed, my true blessing it in their hearts, so I made similar and neighbors for having no impediment multiply it by their actions.
You are my greatest blessing and my son are the messenger of my grace, but it requires you to do the delivery work, conveying the message in action; be good or bad is only limited but not limited to, are what determine being, be created creators, at either end you encounter or side that you have placed are able to pass to the other, being good does not save you from making wrong or justified, or bad will be prevented from doing good or demerits, I think is so simple that there is no need to explain it with apples right? Hahahaha ...

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Do not you remember when you took your first bribe? Yes I replied lowering his gaze I also stubborn, I saw what you accepted by not informing your colleagues and superiors, you were a freshman in your first mission, I felt a shame and as you burned your hands by the few coins you received, you had need and went to leave for food for your children, that shame is indeed the purest and active repentance led to what will always be, because it is not you never will, even if it was a minor issue, it was born a great conviction and golden rule of Inspector Iron REMEMBER ME please, since you repeated every day at roll call in full training for the whole troop ... "never bring food to your table that is impregnated with tears or blood, eat with and justice alone, there is something more important in this life to fill the stomach "replied raising his gaze from that day I was with you in a strange way, because your words but I stepped always in action I wore your heart.
And you know that! They were saying them all corrupt influences that threatened you with not being able to bribe you, you had a "godfather" That's influences traffic lawyer! Sir not Hahahaha ... you said is very true cabezón: Better a fool and God help you ... I would go with you always to the front in the bailouts, in every encounter and clarify that ever I protected you from anything, just went with you, I say so ... do not play romantic ideas Hahahaha ... I love your face tantrum! Hahahaha ...
Yes now these here is because you eat badly, almost no sleep and never take off like the uniform, you worked both being the best, the toughest of the troops and always goes to the front you will learn are not steel, but is ...Nothing! Is your insecurity so sick you, always wanting to show external strength, when you have a dynamo in the chest, they told you doctors was no reason to acomplejarte, despair and look to be dead horned shots, should be ashamed of your shame.

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It was despair, and could not with such dizziness, with much discomfort, and yes, I was not fit for service, with shame of my condition, I hid under the image of the rudest uniformed, forcing me to be better than all of them, for fear of his jokes, I accept, but I have no fault that my brain is unbalanced, I did not understand the explanation good or because they do not shed either do not know what substances but listening non-convulsive epilepsy was a harsh sentence to string life for me.
You know very well the embarrassment that I have used as a pretext by the memory of my fallen in the line of duty colleagues to justify my discomfort with the new diagnosis of PTSD, because the truth is I of these operations, perhaps these clashes ended with a couple of superficial wounds and sorrow of losing brothers But as I got in! Equally mentally unbalanced or emotionally, I no longer go on with this charade I'm like I am! epilepsy, hypertension, neurotic, with irritable bowels and eyestrain, poor balance and concentration problems, hyperactive and anxious, all that and am more ...
What farce? The farce is your diagnosis stubborn, how could be not suitable and have done what you did?You acomplejaste for nothing! I'm not here to explain the energies that run through the human body, some for which is not entirely capable, but by no means the be occupying it is disabled, but on the contrary, is not to blame that the ability his heart exceeded those of his body, that the voltage level say that the heart is able to function your brain overheats, so confused or atrophy, and there hearts so pure, so rebellious that no drop in pace or pact with bodily healing sacrificing his divine capacity, because they know that healing is in all cases ephemeral and eternal capacity.
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understand or repress it impossible to deal with, we would have to see who the real blind, deaf, dumb or invalid because even taking her fit body are useless and unable to fulfill the will of those who put such labels; that to which you curse and you feel shame or weakness is the source of your greatest strength.
I hope you finally go understanding how this works: Human genetic influences, but the divine will is determined. Often all suffering is just an exercise, a chance to effort; you point me to a disabled and you will see a titan in conformation.
Well, I'll leave you my joke tell Or you'll still mareándome with medical issues? Hahaha ... Sure, forgive you! Hahaha ... The deer that we like it? Ummm ... but what a joke, and you you know ... I know everything, but tell me, you like me and I like to see how you tell ... is that so much to see that not caring at home resources, did not want to accept that this happened because it was just a supplier, it was never how you could see that properly administered? My then partner in their reasons and claims, I in mine until it was over.
My uncle Eduardo told me that joke saying, "Do not do tantrums, meets the maintenance of your children and give them better worry with love by good example, do not buy them objects to assuage your guilt or fill your absence, destínales quality time and teach them the value of things instead of being seen arguing with his mother all the time, listen to this and know what to do ", I thought it would be a sermon or a classic story of reflective or inspirational guy, but knowing him, I could only laugh knowing what to expect: A joke ...

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Yaaa count it then! Do not make emotion ... buenoooo, behold there was a field man, skilled with the shotgun but very overwhelmed by the needs of food from home, were his wife and four children; not happy with this, each arriving exhausted from days on the mountain with the dam shoulders which had been hungry, cold, loneliness and dangers his wife always went willingly with a sharp knife to cut up the deer, even as if asking was her husband, saying: "This is so juicy thigh to my poor mother, who by their various ailments are unable to care for herself and even home chores you tired; about this part, runs daughter to take her to your poor uncle, since by his sufferings and the sun affects the poor guy can not even take the field to sow by headaches and waist; and so, the deer was greatly decimated, forcing the unfortunate man and well rested one day, out again on their perilous hunting; without being able to object because he was rebuked for selfish and evil by his wife, so that night he decided to take a couple of beers with Don Teofilito, bohemian and wise village, who after hearing their plaintive complaints, thoughtful and smiling said his good friend: Actually the solution is simple, yes you have your mother's love for her rocking that your hunger and your brother should consume liters of brandy sleeping is because your body does not know tiredness and work effort , your nephews could not care less as long as meat on the table; do not fight against the family of your wife, whom you must earn it, make it your partner, let the idea of how easy it all seems to you to believe it will be a romantic adventure Invite her to hunting! Take it with you tomorrow friend, fondly but spare no effort and see what will happen. With this idea the hunter came to his humble hut and said, "Woman, I thought that night on the mountain are very lonely and maybe if you would accompany me less and warmer" with these words the woman could not resist the invitation and neither had good striped sun I was ready, with horse and provisions, freshly bathed, mimosa and perfumed, after all it was an opportunity to escape the routine of home, children and spend some special time with man for which ever had completely. So they started the day, two days of outstanding mountain where they rained buckets and were besieged by various beasts and dangers, she had lost the brightness of the eyes and color of lips which had coquettishly undertaken adventure exhausted gave

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Your matter or corporeality is but an eventual transport to a brief scale of many, because their goal and destiny to fulfill is so deep but not far, as there is anywhere else than inside since his arrival transportation will not be relevant, as any pipeline is scheduled to serve and wear, although like everything is preferable proper use, not for preservation but a more comfortable ride based on the good condition of the vehicle, but it has to get junked, does not really matter; my thoughts, my reasons for you to understand are beyond your comprehension.

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So why do you love us? even if it is in a way I do not understand ... Because my love is yours! Then then it's alien to me, and the alien must be handed to the owner ... then what you expect from that? ... That I do not expect ... You do not understand plain! Think what you want it, you better answer in your terms to see if once you understand the essence of life: hope mine! A love that is as beautiful as yours ... -quedé dumb to feel the truth that slipped into my chest, I could not believe how heavy and dark curtain was now looked down at my feet Hahahaha That was it stubborn!
Now you feel: I hope my love! and so worth it, wait for it to arrive as though eternity later, the end of the day I have that and a little more; you are able to love beyond what you think your soul, which is naturally full of doubt and fear can bear; I'll be smiling when they find waiting for them there, at that point, where we shall see the dawn of the spirit to continue the journey ... Hahahaha You understand and because I can not, rather do not want to intervene or force its forming process?Because I know that there will be a great result! And the wait me is no problem in this regard is not only a result in assault, if not something accomplished.
Ever since I can remember, was not able to explain that the mind was a fearful brake such progress, thanks for making me feel welcome explicación.You're! Achievement is all yours, if you had not got it was because you were looking in the same mind with small torch of reason, now that you've found your lighthouse, you can not mistake the way and never lose.
Unless you decide to follow another light -interpuse with a smile alluding to freewill There is no other true light! Can choose to follow mirages, shadows or reflections, but sooner or later she will return to the guided you dear Ley de Herodes stubborn way! it seems that only with that understand Hahahaha ... ashhh it I forget that you can not ... you can not forget, you're a scorekeeper said Mecca grandmother, nothing Hahahaha ... well Hahahaha,

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I can not blame you for trying, in a of those is gum and sticks! not What no! Hahahaha ...
Not only did he ever stick any of your gum with me, but also never punish you for trying that and other daring more, because you always come back to the road, not just you if other men and women who make humanity You see because I do not understand or know crime or punishment? They are not my field, you realize now that sadistic or masochistic What others are not? You may wonder ... lol. Ummm ... I always end up alone about applying, so I think I find myself quietly prettier right?Miracle! I let you see how quiet exist and yes I am that I am! Hahahaha ...
We are so different, so distant from his humanity that we almost touched at the other end And that's the purpose! Here and now I'm not an invention of his superior intellect or are you in my image and likeness; Who will build me a convenience only erecting a monument to his distorted and perverted mentality and who considers my image and likeness will be paying tribute to and stupidity, but fearful, shortsighted and arrogant pride.
Everything including his desire, his will be directly weighed in this balance without possibility of mistake you'll be found to be insufficient or poor all his works, though they are of one of my creations; equation to understand and implement the formula correctly, the results are not to be satisfactory for anyone.
Does that mean you can not be happy in this life? No matter how much we want it, how we want it, we will find only suffering ... Exactly! Your claim has found the truth, that means stubborn desire is the trap of reason.

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Who wants to be happy can be difficult because the polluter want happiness, the trick is simple: Just start be no desire or reason! Today I know just happy that you can be, the whys do not matter to heart, because true happiness is a kind of madness, knows no reason, as life itself is not due to mortal desires, it is you who has to comply with it and not the other, that you know, then you know the riddle of happiness.
In this game your fears, complexes and insecurities are the measure of omission, like your love, sacrifice and joy fit your action; what you call chance is leave your reason and prudence of fear, because those who really are all looking fewer opportunities; true wisdom is not born to abstain before what is believed or known notorious consequences, if not at what you want and want when it goes against your being, although it appears that no affected in their actions, as in all crimes, there will always be a victim and not see is the lack of greater care, because very likely be the perpetrator the victim.
We could continue with all the words that have nothing of consequence to your actions nor their true meaning, because its language is counterfeit currency in which only his vanity shines with paid each other, then mourn because they underpaid knowing who sold false because very often in its agreements or relationships and go with the flawed will, do as you sow, hoping to be the one who put the seed, pretend to care but are just next to the tree to be the first collect the fruit, hoping to get the desired result; there should not be complaining because who gives waiting, wanting something, you should at least recognize that the same desire he attends the other hand, so it is nothing more than a kind, a coin outcome between two hypocritical if not that evil.

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Overall, pretend to strive but when something does not work or payment is not as expected, then yes, your entire claim is full of pretense, to make creditors in the hierarchy or status of innocent, helpless victims and abused to which they should restore or meet not only damage than initially expected, if not high interest and if people are not paid and the collection mode martyr's life, fate or me continue.
Some good words even as vanity, which was originally a fair and healthy feeling of satisfaction or joy of those are unique creators, have misrepresented in their pride and arrogance, then disguise of false humility and modesty, not known of divine vanity, yours is so unhealthy that have just created a twisted vase mud and think it has flourished life and all the wonders of the universe, calling GMs then slouching vile holding hands and looking down in the posture humble false that feeds your vanity plate modesty.
If some of you might be angry that grotesque makeup, covering with its deformed humanity No more despicable thing that vanity disguised as modesty and humility dark desire dress! And the justification of a twisted pleasure passing it through penance.
Anger would not be by evil hypocrites But for stupid! By refusing so pathetic just and legitimate claims of their abilities; I hope the noble and proud not submissive or afraid of me, for one who fears or can not be And my reflection all can! But for that you should feel what true nobility and pride is nothing but loyalty and compliance to your own being in spite of any adverse circumstance, I do not need to kneel on the contrary, I love standing upright and standing tall all your life facing all! Especially to me, who must seek shelter but a reflection, obtaining in this reflex force protection is implicit if not stubborn and unnecessary you understand? For otherwise how could they reflect me if they are kneeling or crawling on the floor?

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Those who humble themselves in are called twisted convenience, crawling through life in constant emotional and spiritual penance lugging a false cross of guilt and sin flag tattooed on his chest, her moans of mourning dress, because in reality they are not suffering but masochistic joy, which is why they need to satisfy their desires a sadistic, cruel and vengeful god.
Those denigrándose humiliating his divine nature and reach an emotional orgasm or religious experience are not more than sadomasochistic!They worship the god sin! Well feel an almost sensual pleasure in the whip and scourge cry while living in constant fear of his shadow, wanting to get away from her, not understanding that it is themselves who their being cries detachment to return to where it should; to that shade called satan, lucifer the devil or just the look in everyone and everything for the simple reason that it is reflected to have settled so dark desires, like a kind of sexuality repressed or denied.
That deity is the most heinous of his inventions, because they are not sinners They are sin! They do not seek redemption but such continuity orgy of guilt and sin not cross that one would remove for nothing! Because the need to justify their perverted pleasure; therefore his is a very popular and convenient pimp god for low human passions, which justifies waiver or weaknesses or desires, so they created that can not exist if it is not on par with its vices and defects.
It is a noble servants of God but not an accomplice, puppet actually so evil and deformed slave of his passions, frustrations and fears; low men and women, traitors to their nature and called dark fearful herds that make up what I am, who turn away from my sins and guilty of their fears fearing light, always looking for me to look back on the ground without lift the heart, pursued by his shadow, so caring for him the life of his god, because to stand

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and face me with open chest, that radiated light and shade that deity evaporate.
But no tas bravo? Hahaha ... I'll say yes, because I know it makes you happy, you need to make your Father scold you right? have some such masochism ultimately Hahahaha ... Ummm! If you already know anyway John called me, why you insist yes you can not ... because it is your nature and called stubborn, always try, never give up, always move in that sense you are, although not know, a real salmon; I'll tell you the most important thing in our conversation: The Self is beyond existence and of life itself, the above are fundamental requirements for him or for me, which in the end are the same, are just some of its manifestations, but by no means unique; I am and where I am, life as the mirage which cling does not exist and therefore does not matter; why life is sacred because their humanity depends on it, but not divine because its makes me be; so I compréndelo: Life is accidental and even transcendental but not essential, so you do not have to be beautiful or fair and perfect as the self and its conformation.
Well, although the word would you most like yourself would rather Salmon warrior right? Hahaha ... Yes father, in my arrogance or you know you need to see me as such, one which his vanity blinded him and fell, muddying his armor was proud ... That dramatic! Hahahaha ... so I salts with the story that you were no longer worthy right?No sir! Another bone with the dog, here holds no dignity, is based, as long as you breath is your duty to do so even with failure, but never falter to be worth it; my true warriors have very dirty armor, even rusty, do not care, that is the job of the armor not theirs; I will say that the most courageous and faithful to me, because of them the skill and speed with which they act shed, are already more than a protective one estorbo.--------------------------------------------------------------------------------- --------------------
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Sometimes only respect what we think than we, like you for example, I think that is why we are so bad students, because we have the humility that is the ability to recognize something or someone smaller to a teacher, or a bad situation a lesson, we are arrogantly self-limited What's not?Indeed stubborn! The essence of creation is such, no one can choose their appearance or circumstance, because their existence; but you all have the ability to determine them at will by its nature in shaping their due Ser; happened after this, they will have changed by the volitional work, but never by mere desire.
Look closely stubborn, that the conformation is an execution of power, magic if you want, for you all by accident, apparently, can be located at a certain time, place or circumstance that they can not settle on unless you are Because permit its rationale is quite the opposite! What do I mean by this: You can spend a lifetime of suffering or limitation of sickness, poverty or any other circumstances and still exert such power run And you determine! do you choose yours or part of your being such a circumstance, but your existence suffering its effects or consequences; ie you recognize their existence outside but simply do not accept it or staying in your heart.
This does not mean that the disability or suffering disappear, even you can overcome them and your life will have a happy end like in the movies, because there are conditions that are relatively permanent, but if you'll be guaranteed to be waterproof inside thereto; not understand it as a kind of denial of the problem, however, is his full acceptance but at the same time you recognize in this agreement to respect their right to exist you assert a higher, grand supreme: Your right to be though the conditions of your existence.
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unless you allow, limit or contaminate your heart, even if they, again I stress, companions look ungrateful life and know that you will have to walk at or subject while they breathe, that does not mean that your friends do, much less your masters, or that you marry and procreate suffering negative feelings; That's when I make guest in their being and my name in their mouths loses all its importance as exist, for those who call me often is because he missed his heart instead of my to such pains, sufferings and sorrows.
So shaping allows you to see the defeats and everything that hurts or injures, as something external happened how it happened and can not or must change, but that will not hurt you, make you mourn nor cause additional changes in the physical or material granted to you if you do not tell him that suffering: I am yours! Or to that sentence are mine! It is the prerogative of man, run the power of creation in the sense that determine his will and thereby shape their reality itself, because the hearts of men and women never have to settle for the dark even though it is a lifetime it, because they know that their existence is mortal but eternal being.
Therefore I tell you, do not panic by human cruelty, not lose hope in your fellow man for his infected right, because intelligence has nothing to do with me, by that which some give them for calling elegantly supreme intelligence, wishing vainly set myself up in gold to their limited capabilities monument, I'm not smart nor am right, I am I pure love nothing else, it emanate all things, the energies of the universe and the conformability of each being determined by how broad, loud and clear they can both receive and transmit that energy, that message.
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and convenience you agree to be pawns in private chessboards, kill for it, die for it; is why in their wars all sides are right and want all the glory flags, even offended on my behalf and offer themselves ready to defend it at the cost of blood sister; but as I say, in the end everything will be fine, you can not be nor be otherwise receive peace in your heart, that the future is yours, my eternity and a little more.
But how I can be at peace with much abuse, so much injustice, living in a world where ten men own ninety percent of the wealth on the face of the earth, where children starve while ships are sent to other planets ¿How father? For settling for stubborn, wealth and everything material is evil reflection of a desired shape created by the cloned human intelligence to the ground and the suffering it causes is no transcendent truth, I repeat.
Do not let the hatred in your heart for those fellows who before your eyes hold great power at great injustice, for only evidences your weakness, your little tolerance and little compassion for them should feel really, not because they are to receive divine punishment, but because its structure is so painful and hard self-determination; every great earthly lord, even belonging to the largest royal house, believing master of all you look, the king of the board then, is not an insignificant, microscopic dust particle board in mine, even as far one of my pawns, which I have entire universes, eternal and infinite divine things would not understand them.
All my holy warrior must conform as an oak, unshakable pride to be driving an avenging vigilante, because you misunderstand many of the feelings or behaviors that despise considering them unworthy of a warrior and your desire to reason justifies punitive action, say envy for example: Calm yourself and see with your heart is good that you envy! For such an alien feeling reflects your size, so you will understand me, who envy you do not know how to recognize the shadow are toasting, the light that you filter and shelter you

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provide, is a thank badly formed around, take it as a compliment because, with I know it means your vanity.
So all you rejection, not only of your own reflection as cowardice for example, which you hate shame could you no longer have to settle for the feeling in your childhood generated abandonment, sadness and violence, meant that you could not do anything, do not correspond, was the creation of your parents not yours; that one feel guilt and shame for small and unprotected now justifies the projection of your megalomania, your violent and intolerant nature; by the way, as a novel concept is good What did you call? Ahhh yes ... Tenochtitlan syndrome or blood of cowards, the complex of the violated and the mentality of those who can not shake off his past social genetic memory of rape and abuse, such as emotional shape deformations that you approach to be useful.
In this theory or definition of this syndrome I argue, aversion fans you know, those who go screaming for the blood of do not know who has power, who actually even that was too cowardly and faltered at some point, so for me, the power is in the blood of cowards, not that of the brave chosen because it is the fuel which will have to settle for what they are called to be; that courage, that courage which does not emanate from the attack of the lion but the nobility of the servant is really what I feel like no matter what? As your resort or Tenochtitlan syndrome is merely a way of putting the conformation and I like, since you consider yourself still that fearful which child for hate crying and studs coward, I guess I can work with more people headed, as far as I know I do not choose anyone, no brave elected but cowards who are chosen, which have made themselves like you and me accordingly.
If Father, truths are very simple, but sometimes complicate both the desire not to believe, to say that we do not know, to justify our fears, even squirm to

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create the lies that are the reflection of our inability to complying with this truth; therefore I do not have conflict, feeling that the human being is evil in his actions, I see this condition so we are proactive sucks! Yes, because we are the fertilizer that will germinate your seed of love and will.
Father understand that men and women do not have to become demons have been through hell, and have assured Paradise for having grown up in a sanctuary; and speaking of fallen angels, I believe in demons redeemed, everyone determines that you gave your power to conform with our feelings over our existence; in the end, angels or demons are made of the same, you and you will return as they should, the determination or conformation that implement will only plot the route, a more or less direct What's not?'re Hallelujah! Finally got it headed, as you say, twenty or thirty times you repeat things you understand ... Hahahaha
You know I felt from the first second you came to talk to me, just ... I would last for all eternity this meeting Padre therefore replied both, but really no more to say, because everything is sense and agreed This is ! You also know that you came because you felt it, so no need to explain or discuss anything, how many times do you repeat to consolidarte up to you; I make company because you are forming and I require, it is a divine command which even I am bound to obey the will and self-love.
Ahhh ... Look at it! Do you then to obey this command or control command as it were?Of course stubborn! I obey because I obey because I am the most true to myself, my instant eco, pure and clear, that does not expect or ask for anything, playing and running in perpetuity and perfect; because in the end his free will is only emptiness, the time it takes to play my Being, in faithful echoes settle in resonance with the universe and the infinite, meanwhile, are free to complete the resonance as replicas or echoes of yourself, my echoes,

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but must always be in mine accordingly; but I will not spoil your moment of joy flavored vanity as you are good human Hahahaha ...
Only I will say that is very true what you both repeat to your troops, you better know who best know send obey; in this regard have no idea of my obedience, nor on its significance or in its infinite and divine dimension, which is why I am what I am, so the infinite, the all or nothing obey me without even the need ordering, what is more, without even the need to think ... order. Hahahaha ... Yeah ... .Jajajajaja stubborn! You have no idea of the significance of the joke, the grandmother said Makkah Vos you thought ... you have no judgment! I told my old cute ... Indeed I have no judgment! I have no reason or need for everything your intelligence involves.
I'm here as your ability allows it and implies therefore I am to you that Heavenly Father who both require to settle, but so am also nowhere for the atheist the cross for whom it chooses to believe all is valid for the conformation! While running the delegate power to his being divinely ordained endorsing all circumstances without allowing them to absorb them, because as I said, may be a lifetime there, but be human prerogative to settle them in desire to or settle them in the exercise of volitional and loving power.
Why men and women need something to go them life, were experiments, revolutionary inventions and great explorations before, now every moment is captured in photographs that will never return, but still time holds for me its purpose, it is like money, a cheap currency change and small denomination, exists because it is my will spend it on what or how is your proof of life, exercise of will and determination of conformation.
All what you consider evil and injustice is not more than the default of such determination, the reflection of the empty waiting for the project due; who is bad is because they simply suffer the emptiness of not finding the way to be

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missing that one retransmission frequency allowing it to be eco, but will, because no matter how long that his humanity as what its meant to be it therefore .
Do you remember when you were young and beautiful tell you? That Psychologist with which therapies became discussions and then in love Hahahaha ... What's your name? Misogynist! Unbearable Macho Remember as you were making Raging What you were saying about women? Go! Tell me, do not portes me as thin person who does not suit you cabezón Hahahaha ... Ummm, is to mess with women is like agreeing with Dad devil always leaves one missing, better not think already then! ¿we will carry as knights or what we are? not always ask that people? not afraid to let you see or losing sympathy for your future book for telling me the phrase both makes me laugh Why were saying not used to discuss with women after her? because then fall in love the women can not contradict, less nagging because they fall in love, like the bad life Happy? Hahahaha ... Yes! Hahahaha ... you know they are like to be more receptive to me tolerate more manure of life, would you say shit, so they are able to love you the men Hahahaha ...
Both were right, she to say you were a quarrelsome child needs affection, your God has not loved if you were indeed the jerk that you strive to project fear and insecurity, you you had not loved if thou art not heard beyond their hurtful words and felt his heart to heal, to protect and complement you; as you see, had a language other than conventional, because sadly his words almost never consistent with their true intentions; Meanwhile lawsuit were formed both with each other and everything works like stubborn love, no need for agreements and what is said is superfluous when you feel what you do and it always will be indicated by what all, as I have repeated ad nauseam, there will always be fine.

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But Dad, that relationship and all that followed, was finished I do not think has been a good end does it? It is not yet the end, men and women also make couple in love, to finish his work in this regard, to be integrated with the duality of being, some need a single pair, others try on different, not no failures or errors, everything is progress indeed, all are destined to join couples not to procreate, as many say is the purpose, if not for the call of being in duality ... as I explain ... it's like the cells that together not to create another if not for the end result link, it would be like mitosis because ... ashhh! Maybe, let's talk about something else, in a matter of women you've tried as much as what you lack and do not understand yet, but you will someday.
Already you see, I told you it was a difficult issue for you just stubborn! So we approach it better not because you do not have the capacity to do so to listen romantic poems and all claims that women do suffer them to you poor men, defenseless to the charms of such treacherous beings, endowed with almost diabolical cunning that like to hear it? now let's talk about something else, because I get bored with that issue, as always parrot the same, the same complaints without understanding that they reflect all their insecurities and shortcomings as men, their fear to settle for them, because it would grow and grow somehow no longer be the way it was, what his selfishness understood as the worst death threat to its existence that's it! fear love as a woman can do and call their desire or pride wounded love, when it is only the selfish claim your fear, insecurity and need for affection, when they lose the fear of loving without expecting to be satisfied will then be filled in his absence.
Because it is not comfortable to accept that there is any wrong doing in them is simply the direct result of his failures as a couple what do we do, if we do not understand? It is not about understanding cabezón understand! Hahahaha ... The symbiosis between two people is not achieved by reasoning or speaking, but feeling and acting accordingly, best dialogue and requiring no word is love If you want to understand a woman amala! But then you fail

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to understand the selfish in you and that does not suit the man who enjoys the pleasures that the selfishness provides, so it's better to say that nobody understands women, right?
So when a man falls in love lives in reality agony, because the woman has the ability to make sacrifice to the beast inside why so afraid! Thus the desire for revenge, not for those psychological nonsense invented the womb and stop being breastfed, but because that beast known that in this sense the woman is the tip of my spear with which his heart will always be exposed and helpless, however hard the shell.
Entonces ante su temor le permiten tomar el control y actuar a esa mitad destinada a ceder su espacio para la pareja, es la que simula entender, simula amar cuando en realidad solo siente deseo y un vacío compulsivo que no pueden saciar en ninguna mujer porque se encuentra en ustedes; por ello engañan y tienden emboscadas a la mujer, para hacerla caer en su trampa, satisfacer sus deseos sin exponer el pecho, porque de hacerlo estarían perdidos sin remedio; por ello van de romance en romance, tratando de encontrar lo que llaman su complemento, su media naranja, cuando no están dispuestos a partirse por la mitad para conformarse con ésa mujer.
¿Cómo pueden conformarse en un solo ser, sí de las dos mitades una de ellas no está dispuesta a ser mitad y en su egoísmo quiere solamente consumir al ser amado, servirse de él? Nada puede ser uno y medio, ya que si se conforma con algo más, no importa que sean dos o tres según el caso como el de su entendida trinidad, el resultado de tal ecuación siempre será el Uno.
Y es un egoísmo estúpido el suyo, que al final trae más conflicto para ustedes que para las mujeres a quienes burlan, porque ellas tienen un propósito en

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la vida adicional, sin que sea obligatorio, pues también queda a su determinación, mientras que ustedes se condenan a vagar por el desierto de la vida como leones viejos, tristes y enfermos; vacíos y decadentes en su egoísmo por no entender que para conformarse es necesario ceder ¡Pero es que ellas también son peores! Jajajaja ¡Claro que lo son cabezón! Si tienen más capacidad para una cosa, por lógica también la tendrán para la otra ¿Qué no? Yo no te dije que fueran santas, ni que sean superiores por el simple hecho de ser mujeres, simplemente que ellas han determinado conformarse en un ser mejor de lo que es el hombre; por tanto al igual que tienen la capacidad de amar como a ustedes tanto les cuesta, también tienen la capacidad de engañar como a ustedes no se les imaginaria; lo anterior, de nuevo solo es el reflejo, el efecto lógico de la carga social ancestral a la mujer impuesta, que le permitió afinar sus sentidos y desarrollar otras capacidades dormidas cómodamente en ustedes ¿Qué esperabas? En modo o mentalidad de guerra una mujer es de temer, porque es experta en soportar la agresión de un sitio como ciudad amurallada, por ello cuando no lo permite, ustedes solo pueden pensar en la fuerza para acceder a ellas en cualquier sentido, porque de otra forma son totalmente incompetentes a su lado.
And when violence is exercised to obtain a result this will always be flawed, no matter which justify it or wear makeup with words like tradition or custom, if you exert violence on something, violence receive at some point, I think that's understandable to within their rudimentary limited logic and reason Or I'll explain with sticks and stones? Hahahaha ... So take off the idea that a woman would conquer, because it is not a trophy or a prize accessed by force, a woman he loves her and she does the rest.
Oh Dad, but if the first crafty, cunning and strategic thinking are they otherwise What if we could not have them winning? Applies the riddle of happiness that you know stubborn, it is necessary to have them do not, you

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wish you possess, freedom will love and loyalty all eternity, no need strategies, record yourself this: If you think of strategies , is at war mentality and therefore willing to harm or do violence to that of obtaining a result.
Love Is not strategies, perhaps because strategy is the highest there, so you'll understand me Oh great warrior! Hahahaha ... It's when you receive calls and only those who do not feel the urge to give, remains the subject is not happy and is willing to be the happiness of being loved; it comes to offer himself in sacrifice to be eaten without even think of asking for something in return or want to own even a single hair of the beloved, so both will be fully satisfied, settling in one alone; and I hasten to fear or question, if something goes wrong and gave all the other party does not correspond, however you will have gained the ability to love and you've got my grace of person that stays with you: You yourself, it will be like a fruitful and leafy tree that cares little if someone starts one of its fruits and sneak thief flees like, it has the ability to provide as many as needed.
So those who know how to love do not care of the fruit, unlike those who cling to all they have, because it is not a fruit, it is actually a decoy, bait to be torn not have the ability to regenerate, then running out of his hunting tool is why love is not selfish or apprehensive with fruit, because it has infinite capacity to obsequiarlos, regardless of the tree is valued or not; It is for this that the happiness of the loved one, whether son or wife depends on trust, respect and freedom of your being.
How often I hear of manipulators: I do it for your sake I just want you happy! Certainly, they just want the happiness of being loved denying it! They want to keep him hostage, not to let go, to continue living through it again for fear of his selfishness; look at that woman to be more faithful to my eco is more selfless you able to exercise will generate the necessary dedication to love

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and understand why they say no because they do not want, does not suit them in their current area understand convenience! Deaf ears and say they speak different languages and even are from different planets by fear of his desires, because when a woman communicates with the heart is love that speaks not suit you and listen because they impose the law love that alienate them satisfaction and vanity I feel, to feel to be served and obeyed, that are lords and masters of the castle.
Therefore, women have been victims of their oppression as a result of fear and insecurity; hostage to their interests, desires and vanities, has been a captive genie in a lamp, a prison social conventions which could easily be released doblegándolos by the strength of their skills acquired in such slavery, but because even offering which deer when rightly protest by that status, heart gladly accepts his mission as my best warrior, guardian and transmitter of life.
Their existence supports such penalties imposed by selfish fearful and resentful like you, who envy them or claim to be able to love you feared a level and want the love when they are not up to that capacity to love; they are there, to love and even with all its faults love them with all my heart, but you are what your attitude is not allowed, however they do not lose hope or become discouraged by the constant failures or shortcomings of man, because they feel the call, the significance of his being and thanks to that oppression, to that gender inequality have been able to sublimate, to comply with me, so far from harming them have done them a favor they return them caring life inside and bringing them into this world.
Ahhh, but you stay quietly m'son! What happened? Did not you want to talk about women? Hahahaha ... This Yes! Let's talk about something else Hahahaha ... That I liked you! Hahahaha ... it is that you're absolutely right

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What could I say? Yeah men are few spoiled children and berrinchudos badly needed them and so ungrateful at once, so I say that sometimes I think you're a woman, everything you know and love us even with all our faults is not that enough proof for such a claim? especially because everything you know, you do not forget anything and always, in some mysterious way, you end up being right and winning the Hahaha ... Hahaha Crafty! say discussions that I am female to imply favoritism towards them and demerits qualities and skills obtained pulse deservedly, they are the best apprentices for their effort does not mean that you have influence or preference of mine because of their gender, look no excuses stubborn, they have done better on its own merits, period.
Another important aspect of family, group or couple formation, is not to impose itself by analogy, as one of the most dangerous pitfalls of reason is selfish and vain imposition of what is considered right, how things should be for the simple fact that one or many of you see them in a certain way; That's how you get offended when they see you eat a piece of chicken or beef and they tell you are vegan or vegetarian and you have answered them ironically "Do not worry, I like you regardless of your religion" be anything that considered positive is good, try to impose it on others by force or intimidation no longer.
That has left us very clear father, no more dangerous than an overwhelming general idea that stands as just and true, to be validated by both tax for the sake of others own; is a constant in our history which unfortunately have not learned much, right?Apparently! Well thanks to those ideas that have become rivers of blood even as a genre you have advanced and will continue as always wake tyranny by violentamiento or constriction of its powers to a friendly giant who sometimes falls asleep: his will is capable of being.

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So the wicked tyrants, murderers are justified in their existence? Ohhh the song you stubborn, again with the same, nothing needs to justify its existence, only conform, or homicidal tyrant maybe that is part of yours, steep slope or hill, you will have to climb and overcome making you stronger for their So I duct as athletes "no pain, no gain" say? Without pain, no gain?Nooo stubborn!You're an ass! Hahahaha ... So get it because you got used to pain, but this is optional, the key in this life is the effort and the difference between the joy of effort and pain of being forced is determining who will run in the heart .
No matter who you impose or how you are assaulted, abused or hurt, you always have two choices, take the mark and give way to the pain and strive to overcome it and settle for clear and faithful to me, stronger, as the process which steel hardens your sword, so you understand; in a way everything in life is violence, it is work, it's effort depends solely on your relativity and the approach you want to give; yeah you as you determine warrior never give up, you will be invincible, perhaps killed in the battle because we did not say immortal! But you've never known defeat; how to interpret the alien's own struggle, it's not your stubborn problem, defeat or victory, as you all are relative too.
That as a warrior you know and never escape the pain because it would run away from yourself, in your own words I remember you because you were drowned in tears and almost asleep told me: "Father, yes I have to suffer or mourn it so! Your love makes me remember that I am not steel Tungsten Do you know? Well I'm made of what follows Divine! Much can hurt me, maybe destroying my body and extinguish my existence, but nothing to destroy my self or extinguish the flame of my heart, "I will not answer because there was no need, your heart did it for me; there I was contemplating you while you convulsionabas with the panic of losing your mind and all your abilities, not understanding that you were acquiring it really matter, I then looked like you

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