1. Loved and Lost….

2. Can’t I just explain my feelings? Just once.

3. For a while I loved a special person. Though we were apart several times, I still felt as if they were the only thing in the world. They finally gave up on me.

4. Shouldn’t I? I don’t think it matters. My heart is an ocean of secrets. I never told them everything that goes on in my life.

5. The only thing my eyes can see, Is no longer there to guide me. They changed me.

6. I didn’t act the same. I only felt the love around me. But now it’s gone.

7. I know they gave up because it was my fault. I’m even willing to do anything to have my hand in their’s. I now know why.

8. For you see, I thought they were the reason we had these consistent fights. Alas, I look back and see that I was the one who started. I went by what people told me about their past.

9. If I could start over, Oh, the happiness I’d give you. I’m sorry I wasn’t the one.

10. And when that day comes, I’ll still think of you…

11. But because of you, I know what to say and what not to say. It’ll hurt for a while, In time it’ll heal.

12. I have loved and lost…..